thesurvivor♥

Wednesday, July 18, 2012 5:49 pm

Once in a blue moon

GOOD MOOD T'ALL!

I've been on blog hiatus for tooooooooo long, and not yet any proper update..

Alrights, I'll be flying off to Taiwan on a semester exchange this mid-august! :)
And during this vacation, I actually worked for a small (private) architectural & ID firm at 21 ann siang road. It was definitely a unforgettable learning experience which I may have regretted if I were to continue with my previous corporate firm.

Since I left the job, I went for a 5D4N holiday in HCMC, Vietnam. The trip was meant to be an impromptu planning, pure leisure (till we were kinda bored) and adventurous (not knowing where/what we are doing, but just following the flow), but safe. I was glad and honoured to have my vietnamese friend (classmate) to bring us around too. :) However, it was a pity that we couldnt make our way to Hanoi since we've already paid for the same lodging throughout our stay there. Well, I would say I hope to visit and discover more in my next trip (if there is)!

Back from the trip, I've spent almost a month resting my mind..till now.

Well, I actually participated and prepared for a competition in between too. I'll be printing and submitting them after meeting up with my tutor next week. I'm not pinning on much hope either, just re-rendered my work, but did not work on my scheme any further.. I guess that's the post-academic submission mood I get everytime - laziness.

Other than that, I've been pretty itching to bake/cook this vacation! YESSSSSSS, FINALLY BOUGHT THE INGREDIENTS TOO! Aww it was pretty much a heart-wrench when I had to throw away 4kg over of expired ingredients, most of which were not even opened. :(((

Alright, move on!
Have a good day ahead, folks!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012 6:36 pm

Everything will be alright

Dear blog,

I think I've hurt someone again..
And it sucks to know so much yet can't do anything to it.

Friday, February 10, 2012 12:50 am

F-zoned

Currently in my second semester of year 3, and I'm in Technology Studio which I opted for. Well, things are pretty much on the go now, yet few weeks back, I was actually quite worried.

Glad that things took on a better turn.

Well, this issue started to surface only recently and got me to realize that it affects me too.
"Friendzone" "Familyzone". Yes these two terms.

I was figuring it out what do they mean when I see them on my friends' status, and one of them recently talked to me about it and it got me figured out. Indeed, I'm usually a subset of either. Should it be a good or bad news, it got me thinking - why did that took place.

Am I overly friendly or easy going that most of my male friends treat me as one of them (their brothers, to be specific)? Probably. Oh, and this just got to reveal how much I hate girls with lots of 'rules'/ restrictions (yeah fake restrictions to make them more feminine/'attractive'). Whatever.

Girls are really annoying, I have to agree.
And I can't stand it. I never really enjoyed the company of girls, but with exceptions of course. :)

Arrr, open-ended entry. Goodnight

Wednesday, January 04, 2012 7:32 am

Fresh

Welcome the new year, 2012!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011 2:45 pm

I.M.MORTAL

Friday, November 25, 2011 5:50 am

It has been an unforgettable journey and is a relief that 2011 is coming to an end soon, at least to me.

Looking back at my latest post here says the start of my semester and now here I am, posting this on my last day of the semester. Time flies.

I roughed through this semester in hope to look forward to the next semester, and not even bothered to make things better, seeing almost everyone/everything just so screwed up. I kinda gave up at several instances, only to realize I might be experiencing mild depression/ stress. Idk.

Sooner or later I got back up, I fought this war, I told my story, and in hope to win my self. My inner self. Yes, it says alot, and thinks alot. Sometimes it makes me live in denial.

Till now, I have yet to win this war. I have been alone, for fear to allow intrusion into my self, and receive hurt. Not anymore.

This keeps me worried.

What should I do?

Saturday, August 20, 2011 3:17 pm

On the verge

Being able to type this means I'm fine now.

I was this close to breaking down, again.
I chose to take a step back while seeing others taking a step forward.

It was a hectic first week of school, with this tropical architecture workshop demanding this much (actually not alot) from us. And on top of that, assignments from three theory modules piling up.

I admit I enjoy reading, but the readings given to us demand critical understanding and responses, which would require myself more time to understand.

That becomes a killer for this semester.

Back to report writing..