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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 12:03 am

Flu, flu, go away

I've been on my group's write-up since Monday I think.
Few researches have been compiled and it's almost 10 pages long.
And I needa pick out the relevant information and put them in own words.

That'd be our group's write-up.
Ah, I'm afraid I can't finish my other tasks.

Anyway,
we'd been to Science Center, for a video clip on 'The Alps' by National Geographic.

Determination.

Yeah, and off to bed.
Shit the swine flu, the joke among my group.
I've got a slight flu now.
Status: 3 down, left 1 standing.

ps: Why is it that I'll be down whenever there's a group work?

Sunday, April 26, 2009 1:10 pm

A fall in the pit, a gain in the wit

I learnt this just now: A fall in the pit, a gain in the wit.

Anyway, I forgot to post about the hairdresser who looks like Rock Lee from Naruto.
His hair is comical. And he looks like tang yu zhe.

HAHAHAHA. Omg. Disgusting.

Ah, I get bored of my work whenever I feel hot, which is at all times.
I can't get my mind on work in this kinda weather.

Sidetrack,
Why do I feel upset when I was told of the news?
Do I still...?
Or I'm just...?
I don't know what I'm feeling right now either.
But in other words, I'd lost.
~~I don't feel like going to Australia for further studies already.~~
I need a good portfolio to stay local and be part of the demand.

Afterall, Singapore is my homeland, I should fight for a place in my homeland, not seeing it falling into the hands of others. This is not a place for freeloaders.

As for Australia, I'd love to go, perhaps on the exchange trip.
I really hope I could go, not the fact that I wanna meet my friend, but also to explore beyond.
:DDD

Melbourneeeee..
But that's when they still stick to Australia for the trip, and not elsewhere?

Too much..

Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:39 pm

One by one

Friday.
1. Accompanied kidnapper for his gift-shopping, and got a new water bottle for myself.
2. Transformed into a pedophile and snapped photos/ videos of baby lisa.
3. Bought a new pencil case, 2 A4 cartridge books on black DIY covers (damn cool).

Today.
1. Temple-visit
2. Grocery shopping @ IMM
3. Bought 1 dress, 1 top @ Giordano. I love that white polo dress, seems cool for a round of tennis. :D
4. ~~Haircut later on? Indecisive for the moment~~ Soft rebonding & cut! :DD
Dirty-green highlight is next to go! :D

It seems like I'm getting a new image, unknowingly. :/
I sought after a life of simplicity yet abstract in a way.

Oh, and I finally saw you.
You look unexpectedly pretty, dude.

Thursday, April 23, 2009 7:25 pm

Hooha! Here are some non-landscape photos taken on my field trip.
Presenting to you, my group! The archi-swotters/ teletubbies. -.-

After taking landscape photos, we went to NLB for architecture photos. Then, I finally went in Iluma by WoHa. Oh, and I got a photo with Zac, the man! :D (So fake -.-)

Alright, icecream photos will be up soon, once I got them from moumoumou.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 12:39 am

For nothing

I just realised I've been rushing for a work that has to be done by Thursday, which I thought was Wednesday. Raaaaaar.

Time to sleep! I shall complete few more sketches later of the day. D':

Ah yes, Elyssa the baby is leaving out of our care soon 'cos her family is moving house.
And she's so naughty now. >.< !

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 7:48 pm

There goes the gunshot

Monday

1. Project Year Briefing for Group & Individual
"The Islamic Cultural Centre"
architecture|landscape|reflection
Yes, that's the project title/ theme

2. Balloted for 18 projects, my group got the Al-Mukminin Mosque, visible by the Jurong East track.

3. Four of us went down to the site for some phototaking and site analysis, and was approached by the project manager of the mosque then. So he brought us through a guided tour of the mosque and provided facts/ information that we needed as well. Aren't we lucky? :D

Tuesday (Today)
Task: Capture a photo each in landscape, and in architecture, do sketches, write reflections.
Theme: Contemplation

1. Botanic Garden for our individual assignment, but we went around the area in our foursome group. (Yes, from one end to the other)

2. Proceeded to NLB main and Iluma for shots of architecture.
3. Bought J.Co baby donuts for mum.

Iluma is cool, do visit! :D
Alright, back to my work.
Needa wait for the batteries to be charged before I can even start on them. D:

Sunday, April 19, 2009 9:50 pm

Today spells S-C-H-O-O-L for the next day

Saturday marked down a day on my calendar for NPCC 50th Anniversary - The Golden Jubilee.

As usual, I met up with my fellow 07 trainers for the parade. :D
And we took a group photo in the forbidden area (only for VIP)- Harmony Hall. :D
Everyone wants an outing, as usual.
And I'm not pangseh. D':

And today, I went roller bladingggggg @ ECP!
1. Fell down on my butt when I just blading out of the shop.
2. Bladed into the lagoon for lunch.
3. Slow bladed into the shrubs with hard, thick branches poking me.
4. Saw Ricky and friend on the way back from ECP
5. Dizzy spells on train back

3. I was holding on to CQ's cup of ice when I realised I lost control and I didn't dare to stop so I bladed into the shrubs, and there they stopped me. I was literally leaning forward into the shrubs. And I got some cuts & bruises, soil on my knees. Thank god I wasn't in fbt/tanktop. LOL.

And on the train, I had this playful idea of spraying my can of deodorant at two persons beside me. They have a smell that we loathe. HAHAHA! The idea goes like this, I'd aim the can at her accidentally, and 'OPPS, SORRY SORRY', then aim it right to spray at myself.

Sports on weekends, anyone? :D

I like myself with a brown tan!
Why don't you think so? Idiot.
Why must I stay the same the way you want it?

Saturday, April 18, 2009 3:23 pm

Can you make your way here?

Hello hoodie, let's be friends! :X
I wanna go check it out, maybe on Wednesday. :D
Please be there, hoodie.
Anyway, it's at Forever21.
That was the place where I aimed on a pair of denim shorts and a top, 3 years ago, which were never mine. 'Cos they were out of sight when I went there on a second trip.

xoxo

I heard an angmoh voice over my phone.. o.o
Heavy accent one.
So funny.
HAHAHA

On another note, I'm gonna meet up with Bun, Cat and Eeyore later on.
YADAAAAAAA. I shall show you the photo who is who, if we manage to take a photo of us. :D
I think I'm turning crazy again, especially when school is here.
Ah shit, I'm gonna start calling sister, and have gotten myself another new sister again.
And then I'll be their brother.
I'm typing away nonsense now that I realise.

10:11 am

Enter at your own risk

I thought my Friday night would end off with a good sleep on my bed,
only to find out that my room has been intruded again.

Elyssa!!!!!!!! As I've mentioned before, she likes to enter my room and sits on my bed since my bed frame is gone and left just the mattress and its wooden base = she conveniently bends down and there she sits comfortably.

I bet everyday she does that. And my mum might be feeding her with bread (she's a big eater) on my bed. On top of that, they left evidence of eating on my bed!

Case #1: I felt jelly on my bed when I went to bed. I willingly threw that piece of jelly away that was left on my bed many hours ago I assume, and told my mum off for that. A baby can't differentiate wrong from right, but that does not include adults, or say parents (to take their children in hand).

Case #2: Last night. Bread crumbs were found on my bed and on the floor when I went to bed. I ended up sleeping in the hall with my spongie. I left it to the next morning and made my mum see the evidence and clean them up. Change of bedspread etc and mop the floor. I can't imagine that she didn't notice those mess that the baby/even she herself had done.

I'm sure some of you would be angry at me for treating my mum this way, but sorry, I've my reasons for that and I'm treating just everyone fairly. And in this household, I'm a straightforward member, and I want all of us to accept our mistakes graciously and to be repentant, regardless of age. So, to me, I think it's alright to be told off by someone younger than you, because anyone has the rights to correct you from wrongs. It's just a matter of dignity for a certain people. This should remind her not to commit the conscious wrongs again. As for filial piety, that is just another matter.

p.s: I dislike having anyone to go near my bed. No touching/sitting/lying on my bed without my permission. It's a personal habit that I forbid even myself to do so too, unless I've bathed. And also, I don't really like having anyone entering my room with their stinking feet/ damp-with-sweat socks. Ewww, but don't needa worry about that since secondary school days are already over!

One thing: my parents are thinking of throwing buffet style on my bro's 21st birthday this year, which means quite a number of people will be present. But well, I doubt my bro would ask me to 'vacant' my room for his guests. I won't allow that for sure. Lol, just like what my friend did for his birthday, some of his gang went into his sisters' room.

And about my 21st, I haven't thought that yet, wonder who I should invite.. :(

Friday, April 17, 2009 11:48 pm

The Last Lecture II

Yeah, that would be a lecture I learn from my internship.

"It's nice to be important, but it's important to be nice."

A quote shared by my leader. Think about it, people. :]

I made the mini Thank-You card for my leader.
And oh, those two are my new found friends who are from another team, just sitting next to me.
Saudi and Amin, Filipino and Malaysian. :DD

Below are photos taken on site, for the project: My Saviour's Church.

Mr Song (Architect), Me (Trainee), Sebastian(My leader aka Technical Officer)
Yes, imagine me covered with shawl for the whole working hours, just wanting to bring out the appropriate attire.
Oh yeah, I needa make a trip back to DP again, to return the metal scale rule. -.-

Thank you DP Architects! Thank you Sebastian. :]

After work, I rushed over to meet Ah wan. Lol.
I bought her shits. You must have liked it. :D
We talked alot, like unknowingly. :D
And we talked and walked around so much so that we reached our final destination unknowingly. We were just being led on by each other as we talked.
We need a sleepover someday okay?
I know you've always wanted it. HAHA

Thursday, April 16, 2009 11:18 pm

Breaking Free

It's the start of something new.

Alright, I'm actually getting myself all perked up, 'cos it'll be another TGIF.
Apart from that, I'm meeting someone too! :D
That should mark the end of my attachment as well, with a good whole chill-out.

And and, I can't wait for Wednesday! :DD
I'm gonna see him.

My leader is acting weird lately, I guess it's 'cos I'm leaving. Lol.
He likes to act cute, like hugging the set of drawings, hugging the corner of the table or whatever. He seems that I'll understand better when he acts it out. -.-
But he's wrong, I feel rather disgusted somehow. Lol.

Today, before I left, he sat in front of the table between us, looking at me, thinking of things to say. (I saw it at the corner of my eyes) And he said, "we should have a video conference and then ask you to help me out in tenancy works." Sometimes he say, "Can I call you during school if we can't find/figure out the work that you've done?"
I hear him out everyday, during lunch hour, before I make my move, or in between times that he felt like chatting with me. Each of those could at least last for 30minutes to an hour or so. He gave me a 30min-chat yesterday when I was about to leave for home. -.-

I think he treats me like a daughter, though he has no children since he had a late marriage as he said. Tada.

Oh, we're breaking free. :]

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 6:50 pm

The Last Lecture

Open the encyclopedia. Open the dictionary. Open your mind.

"Just because you're in the driver's seat, doesn't mean you have to run people over."

I'm pleased to say that I've completed my reading on Change of Heart, and is embarking on The Last Lecture now.
I feel a thirst for knowledge.
And I'm running out of thoughts, well, that's almost equivalent to putting a halt to wild thoughts.

I'm not so ecstatic towards new school term, in any other way.
Life has been carved to be mundane to me, though I'm changing it some kind or another, for a better/ happening one.

Being contemplative is boring.

Oh, on a side note for my attachment,
so far, I've been going out of office quite often this week, to sites, to departments.
My leader keeps preaching me on his experiences, facts, hearsay - all matters on life.
He set me thinking far too much beyond than before, at an age of 19.

Talk about work aside; insurances, backpacking, health, food, each other's hobbies.
He made me treasure my family more,
he made me note on my future,
my diet- health, my survival- income, insurance, that would suffice my time here.

Having a man in my life may not be necessary for me to meet my life goals.
However, if I were to mention famliy as one of my goals, then well, I jolly well do need a man, don't I? Crap.
Well, yes it is, especially when I grow my liking for children as I mature. I just wanna settle down in the mid 20s, perhaps with kids too. Realise the 's' behind it. Take it that I wanna be a sow. *snorts*
I'm somehow just lack of a stable career, like duh, and a man.

I think I'm making myself to appear as though I'm advertising myself behind those hidden words. Ah, shrugs.

Saturday, April 11, 2009 1:10 pm

Time bomb

It all started with a faint/ blackout 3 years ago that caught my attention on my health.
I was nursing my illness at home then, my mum was present. So we thought it must be the drugs.

I don't dare to tell my parents that I needa see a doctor.
My tingling/ numbness are still present since last night.
It switched from left to right when I was eating, that I couldn't move my leg until it went away.
And I searched online for syndromes like that, and saw results that I don't wanna see.

It's just too early, I say.
I've yet to explore the world, not even a quarter.

Friday, April 10, 2009 8:37 pm

Permission to report sick

I'm was feeling feeble some time after I reached home, and am still feeling so right now.
I wonder what's wrong with my system.
My body isn't digesting well, and my stomach isn't feeling comfortable either.

I thought of what my doctor told me several times whenever I visited her due to the problems my stomach gave me/ or when I had headaches or whatever.
1. Average bp but somehow slightly below average
2. Not enough of certain thing in my blood, I think (White cells? I forgot what's it.)
3. Fatigue

Hmmm, what I'm experiencing now is, mild spasm in my limbs. And well, some giddiness too.
I tried drinking soya milk, to obtain sugar in my blood?
I tried resting, to regain energy?
I tried exercising, to kick off some numbness/ to have a better blood circulation?

Sometimes I do think I might have high bp, like blockage of fats in my vessels that sorta thing, after what my leader has always told me during my lunch. He kept sharing stories of his friends/ hearsay of sudden breakdown of body system at certain age, saying how one's dietary helps in maintaining health, etc. He doesn't know that what he's doing now has made me start worrying at my age now. But to view it optimistically, he's keeping me in the loop/ a better insight for health and to realise it in an early stage starting from now.

Sian, should I see the doctor?
I don't wanna faint at home again.
But their drugs do make me fainty too. :(
I'm nothing but a ~~fcuking~~ weak person who's putting on a brave front to others. Z.
I'm so not pleased with myself.

3:57 pm

Good Friday

I've gotten myself 6 novels at one go, using dad's capitaland voucher. :D
But I've few more others to get, shall leave it to the future, and after I've read them all. :X

I missed the bundles' sale where they were selling 3 books in a bundle at a better price. D:
That was partly 'cos I didn't spend my time on reading that often in my secondary school days, but leisurely though. Blame it on the Tasmina's 'Daddy's girls' novel. I swear I spent more than a year on it and decided to give up on it. ~~Yeah, that somehow erotic novel. It developed me, hence I gradually behave like that.~~

Today, I shall say it's really a Good Friday, in terms of getting my family out together. My elder bro didn't get to join us since he's having morning-shift work. Well, my Good Friday started with a morning run as usual.

1. Next, was my treat to a feast. So I brought them to a place that is rather well-known for its dim sum, a meal for 4 totaling up to $30. Victor's Kitchen @ Sunshine Plaza.

2. Since we were near Waterloo Temple and it's the 15th in lunar calendar, we went to make our offerings.

3. As I've mentioned, I started a craze on Sandy Cheeks, and I finally got the lego keychain at Takashimaya. That was last outlet among the 3 outlets in Singapore, where there wasn't any Sandy in the other two outlets. :DDDD
$7.50

4. Last but not least, we proceeded to Island Creamery for their homemade icecream. I wanted to recommend the brownies/ apple pie/ mudpie, which comes with a scoop of icecream. But they were kinda full so I got us 4 flavours; Horlicks, Chendoh, Cookies&Cream, and Teh Tarik. And they saw my face on the wall. Yeah, there are 2 photos of me. -.-
$11.20
P.s to the other twosome: I saw our latest photo, somewhere near our previous one! :D

5. Before it's home sweet home, we headed to Lot 1, and there revealed the heaviest expenditure. Me and my lil bro bought books, totaling up $114+. Dad's voucher kaching kaching gone. Then, my lil bro got himself a zinc bag, $59.90. Kaching kaching gone again. Lol.

'Thank you', the two-words that form the adam's apple in my throat, metaphorically . I seldom say words like thankyou, sorry, etc, to my family. I don't know how & don't dare to express myself before them, since young.. Apart from speaking out to them, I've always shown it through actions which I prolly think is the most practical and effective as well. Filial piety comes in many ways, so long they feel/ know the presence of your thoughts & sincerity. And my parents, they know that. That, my flaw in telling how much gratitude I feel towards them, they accept.

I hope I won't regret this conscious step of mine.
I was kinda an introvert, who sought after attention from them by throwing tantrums, behaving like a spoiltbrat, till the born of my lil brother who got all attention gradually. But that didn't end my actions. I got worsened in my juvenile days where I was sent to counselling by my parents through school. I wasn't having any problem actually. The problem lied with my dad, but I changed it to another scenario where it was about my elder bro and me fighting over the one and only computer then, and me didn't get to play. From that, I got some attention at least that they make sure I get my play. And 'cos of the trips to counselling, we've got some time spent as a family too. Well, with an additional member to this family, money started to become an issue, lesser time spent together as a family, and stuffs like that.

I got deprived of love from kinship, and started keeping to myself till I found true-friends in my secondary school days, and prioritized friendship above kinship eventually.
However, as I moved on to polytechnic, friendship turned my life upside-down, to have some true colours seen. And hence, kinship came up above all other 'ships'. Nonetheless, studies will always be my top priority, so long I'm still a student.

Blah, I doubt anyone would bother to read this length of my lifestory.
Till then.

Thursday, April 09, 2009 11:15 pm

10:18 pm

The answer is you

Long weekend ahead.
Somehow, I feel love, again.
Nick Spangler does it. =)

I stalked someone today, natural does it.
And there, we parted.
Till we meet again.
~~Nice body, by the way.~~ xD

Why can't girls have eyecandies?
Why can't girls do what they want without being criticized?
Guys are bastardees.

And today, I was given my resignation form cum letter.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009 11:35 pm

Release it with acceptance

To do list with friends/family:
House of Rice Roll and Porridge
Victor's Kitchen
Island Creamery
Book your date with me now. First come first serve basis. LOL

Headache.

Ah crap. Junior and I recapped quite alot of memories.
Stupid junior kept laughing at me, reason being: 'cos I'm too funny. :/
And please send lots of lame photos for my display picture yeah? -.-
I've 7 over GB of photos/videos alone for my CCA, just from the past 6/7 years or so?
:) Cool memories& my famous happenings.

Once a BPian, forever a BPian.
One for all, all for one.

Monday, April 06, 2009 9:24 pm

I needa watch out

Ever since I started my attachment, my life has constantly been on tenterhooks?
This, I'd have to thank to my leader.

He usually likes to tell me about 'Life', especially when I stay in the office during lunch hour.
Why do I associate tenterhook with Life then?
This has partly got to do with the use of words when you speak to someone who doesn't know you well.

He said things like these;
"Aye, you watch out hor."
"Faster go catch him."

At first, when I heard the first sentence, I replied, 'Huh? Er watch out for?' And I was wondering where have I gone wrong to deserve that sentence from him. Then again, I guess he's just trying to tell me to look out for important incoming replies/emails. Furthermore, his tone of speech is usually straightforward/ blunt. Well, he claimed himself to be kiasu & kiasi, a very typical Singaporean you'd see here. This, I won't agree no more.

And the latter sentence, he was just trying to mean, speak to him before he gets busy.

On a side note, I think I'm seriously searching for Sandy Cheeks high and low in Singapore. Damn.

Sunday, April 05, 2009 10:38 pm

/EDIT

Oh yes. Forgot to add on something for my Friday's post.
My seniors(architect&technical officer) mentioned piles on the eating table, when I was still eating. They finished theirs, and they talked about them getting piles before, yada yada. 'Cos we were going to an exhibition that's regarding hospital facilities, and we saw the operation room just now hence that brought them to their past operations on piles.

Omg, where are the manners?!

4:21 pm

Spoilers

Yeah, guess my title tells it all.
Yesterday was bad enough I thought, but today would triumph over yesterday.
I woke up 5 in the morning to make a trip down to Bishan Columbarium (for the Cantonese), with my big family.

And my family went home for a short rest before we headed to town.
It started to drizzle and then pour badly.
Then after I came out of the toilet, I could see my family having black faces.
My dad somehow lectured my lil bro.
The rain, the conflict, got stepped on twice, and getting drenched.
My plans were horribly ruined.

Ah, my weekends are so screwed up.

Put that aside, now something to be happy/to talk about,
I saw 10 racing cars (Lamborghini/and whatever brands there were) 'racing' along Orchard road just now.
And Monopoly Championship was held at PS, the mention of Monopoly made me feel so nostalgic. I wonder how old is Monopoly.

Saturday, April 04, 2009 5:27 pm

Renewal

Did I mention that I've lost&found my ezlink card last monday?
I reported lost and my colleague found my card after half an hour or so.
But the card will be terminated 3 days later= Thursday.

During those 3 days, I realized my card can still be used. So my mum went to buy the concession.
In the end, the card couldn't be used anymore despite the new top-up concession.
So, today I was asked to make a replacement card = new ezlink card = $28 ($10 for travel usage)
On top of that, I could get a cash refund for the remaining balance in the card. However, my refund didn't reflect my new concession (which was done after reporting lost).

This made me travel a couple of trips from MRT control station to bus interchange, just to clarify my refund. Oh, and there's this fcuking malay mother I ASSUME, hurrying me in the queue. She brought a group of children in the queue, saying, 'faster la!' and whatever stuffs, and throwing some nasty malay words (I think I was somewhat being called a macik) at me after I left. Fcuking typical impatient malay macik. You know, I felt like giving you a tight slap right IN YOUR FACE, when I wasn't in the best of mood after knowing my ezlink card problem has not been solved till Monday arrives.

Even though, I had a rather pleasant day before this. But, this has just got me so frustrated, when it concerns my travelling, and bringing a bag of coins to work.

Okay, pardon me for the vuglarities.

ps: I seriously miss them, it just got me back the feelings I once had.
The rhythmic drumrolls, the drumbeats, the synchronized movements, the echo of the commands, the parade square.
But, I just simply can't get myself back then as before. It's just something that's missing somehow. Perhaps it was partly 'cos of my support for someone that brought me forward, or that something else. And I know, these are just nonsensical reasons/excuses. I'm just pushing my chances away just like that, letting certain people down as well. I feel that I should do something for myself, not for others. Yet many a time I commit to the latter one subconsciously.
Every year, I'll gain something from it, but lose it eventually.
This year, I'll make sure history doesn't repeat.

Oh, I saw Bra too.

I got onto the ambulance, for a hypertension case.
That reminded me of my situation back then, though I still do have them now but managed to have it under my control after some time. It usually happens when I cry (is mainly 'cos I was too tensed and numbs start to form = spasm as well).
Apart from that, I witnessed how a team of doctor and assistants handled a patient; speaking to a patient calmy, taking down/monitoring the vital signs, taking temperature, giving a mozzie-bite injection, giving a drip, and after-care conduct as well. It's amazing.
And seeing one of my girls returning as a trainer, made me feel really aged. Well, at the very least it was pleasant to know that we remembered each other.

Right, falling asleep anytime. Sucha nice weather to sleep in.
~~I shall nap while waiting for my soya milk to come home.~~
But my soya milk has arrived.
I feel so mixed up.. with memories of the past gushing back to me,
which isn't a good sign at all.

Friday, April 03, 2009 9:03 pm

Fruity week

This week is full of activities at work.

I went to SCDF/FSD twice, at paya lebar. As usual, first time with my leader, second time alone which is today.

I was involved in a discussion with the mr bowtie architect, together with another architect and my leader. It was at Suntec 'cos the bowtie architect was attending conferences held at the halls there. So, I got to explore the exhibition too. It's for delegates/ visitors, who are in the related field: Life sciences & health. But there's a category on construction etc. There I was. :D
Exhibition: 1- 3 April. Too bad for the rest of you. :X

My Aussie friend said I look like an Australian. :O

TGIF. But no date. D':
All busy.

Anyway, gonna have quality time with family again!
Monopoly time. :D
Weekends are here too! Jogging time! Family day!
And my family will be on shopping spreeeeee this sunday. Omg, I can't believe it. :D
We'll be using dad's vouchers that can be used at any captialand mall!
Booooooks, clothesssss. And I've the urge to get earrings/ heels? Especially heels, feels the urge to walk down the path in heels, but too much of a coincidence that something will happen to me when I'm in heels. Uncountable coincidental experiences. -.-
Errrr. :/

Alright, shall edit if I've got the time/ thought of what to add.
Supper & tele time. :D

Thursday, April 02, 2009 9:51 pm

Meh meh

This is ownage.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009 9:33 pm

Talk about life

If you bring forth what is within you, what is within you will save you. If you don't bring forth what is within you, what is within you will destroy you.

The dead aren't alive, and the living won't die.
We come from the light
Split a piece of wood; I am there. Lift up the stone; you will find me there.

I am the way, the truth, and the life; no man cometh unto the Father, but by Me.

Aw, those are lovely phrases.
But it's somehow in the form of, Christianity.
My respect.

Ah, and I kept forgetting to blog about something. There's this architect who wears bow tie as part of his uniform. I always see him with a bow tie, and it suits his scrawny body. He isn't very young, bet in his 40s, and is wearing braces. He has a pair of golden framed spectacles, beady eyes and small facial features. And, he has a gorgeous smile, apart from his braces la; dimples, small facial features. Hahaha. Ahh, he's just so eye-catching/ funnily-smart-looking among all others, if you were me, I bet you will too. Oh yes, he's the architect who's in charge of the particular project I'm helping out with. I'm gonna meet him on Friday for discussion again.

I need quality time spent with certain people soon.
Gaming time.

/EDIT.
Not to mention, I got tricked by bra.
I really thought it was canceled alright,
luckily I didn't ask others about it. You idiot.

Backside was so speechless when I declared us to be each other's undergarment shopping buddies. Lol. I doubt ass will read this blog. And I've been losing touch on my lj, plus lj's boring. I joined lj just 'cos of ass's locked lj. I'm sucha noble ass for ass. :/

Oh, and I received calls from Australia. What the crap.
But we were just 'too fast too furious' to even speak/afraid of the overseas charges.
And when he called, I picked up subconsciously and hung up.
That air-talk alone costed $1.40. (Not sure if is in Aus rate)
Then, he called my house.
My lil bro picked it up, when I snatched over, it was hung up.
Hopefully, I get to Melbourne for exchange trip, if it's still going on.
Then I'll have a free tour guide around. :D
Till then I'll get to see that dumb face who has been trying so hard to stay secretive from humans.

Right.
Sleeping time.
Oh, I shall make it a point to meet people randomly. :X
Big circle, big circle, small circle.
That's how circle-ish my social circle is.