thesurvivor♥

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 9:31 am

Er, time for a scratch on my head?

小鬼&郑元畅!
Lalalala, i want them.

And, group project is OVER! *shows a smile* :X
Chiong for my individual liao la! Woohoo.
Nonetheless, there's still group presentation for HTA weekly.. *shrinks* :(
Faster get well ah, faster get well ah. I want to eat GOOD food..

Thanks Bun for the laser pointer and surprise!
Thanks whoever who took care of me!

:X

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Here are some overly dued photos. :X
My renovated studio.
There's this pivoted door where we find it fascinating whenever we enter through it everyday. HAHA. And we go pushing around and around to prank on friends. :X

The work, the bloody medicine, the hospital, and the windowshopping.

Sunday, April 27, 2008 10:25 pm

Mischievous acts are missed.

Once again, my life's complicated.

No matter what you do, I somehow do feel something.
No matter what I say, you will be affected.
No matter what happens, do things still stay the same?

I just tend to deny my feelings.
'Cos I do not wish to hurt myself or anyone else again.
Frankly speaking, I can't feel the sincerity.

Leave me if you want.
Then it's just something not worth for me nor to you.

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Postcards are collectibles, my current hobby.
Filling them up on my wall makes me feel good.
It just seems to show that I've traveled around.
I wanna travel around the world! That'd be even better..

Oh well, I just want to have someone who can understand me.
It seems like I've to walk this longest journey (studies-carrer) of my life by myself. (:

Friday, April 25, 2008 8:28 pm

God is gracious, I'm still alive.

Second week of school has been over,
current status: still sick, for 2 weeks and counting.
DRYCOUGH, SORETHROAT, HEADACHE, RASHES(?) and the list goes on.

And accordingly to lecturers, we're just at the jogging phase.
The running phase has yet to come, or perhaps the week after our critique week.
That goes to say, our individual project = running, spirting and what's not.

DArch totally drained me off, stretched me to my limit, and yes, mentally and physically.

A great leap from year 1 to year 2, I have to work harder.
To the extent that, I might have to give up on other priorities..
Quoted from lecturers, 'it's going to be a tough year, and so, either you quit your CCAs or you cut down the time spent on it, if not, you're going to suffer and perhaps retain.'

Updates:

Let's see, I haven't been sleeping early, much say well, ever since school has started. Yesterday was the last stretch of mental and physical torture - kept myself awake to finish up necessary work (individual and group).

Today, I nearly blacked out while continuing my work in my studio. Gosh.. And thanks to Gina, she took down our orders and bought the food for us. (:

Oh yes, I had a great time on Tuesday. :D
I attended the play- 'An inspector calls', by SP students, at Raffles Hotel Jubilee Hall.
And that was when I saw my neweyecandy again. :D
That day was quite a special one.

And for the first time, almost every of my GEMs classmate asked me, "You year2 or year3 ah?" Imagine that question being asked to you throughout the evening. Do I really look like a year3? And, another one, one of them told me that I look smart (define smart: clever, intelligent, etc). Gosh, perhaps due to my dressing. :D Funny bunch of them!

Aside from that, I've been practically visiting NLB Main almost everyday to do my work, of course.

Speaking of illness, I suppose I was the one who started the trend, and caused some of my classmates to follow the trend too. Just take for example, my group has 6 members. Towards the submission (today), 5 out of 6 : sick, mainly from sorethroat. :X

Last of all, I'd want to THANK ALL MY FRIENDS,
those who made an effort to comfort and to concern for me, during my hectic and sick period.

/edited/
My lil bro is hospitalized.. He needa undergo an operation. Sigh. D':
Recover well.. D:
I missed those days where we fought with each other, etc.
And I even find him a pain in the ass.
Now that, having a closed one not by my side, I feel really kinda empty.
Man, tears itself would do the expressing..
He is suffering, so am I..
And I just can't stop my tears from flowing.
Oh gosh, hopefully I won't tear in front of him. He will feel even worse. Sigh.

"Health is the soul that animates all the enjoyments of life, which fade and are tasteless without it."
From Bun

Thanks alot, bun!

Friday, April 18, 2008 11:59 pm

Random on the count.

I seriously needa Survivor partner to speak with!
ANYONE?! OMG.
Pathetic.

Updates will be done soon I guess.
I've some photos to share with, but not now.

Gosh, c'mon group, catch up!
I don't wanna to get pinned down so fast, and that I have to catch up later on.

Till then, take a chill pill, darch.
One week is down.
One more week to go.

I wanna catch this movie: Definitely, Maybe.
RAAAAARRRR. Watch with me :(

Tuesday, April 15, 2008 7:09 pm

Time-out.

AMY WONG HUI JUN is th best!:D

At least 1 A and 2Bs and I'll get a treat (: THANKSSSS LA WOMAN, for making me strive even harder fr As, esp aft th stupid pw downfall omfg.

Extracted from someone's blog. :D
Alright, I've been rather busy lately.
That keeps me off unnecessary things.

Site visits here and there.
P.S: That's my new group for two weeks. After that, it'll be an individual assessment! And yes, I'm the only girl. Z.

From Punggol all the way to Kallang.
Two site visits I mean, and own transportation.

I'm beginning to feel the stress from Year 2.
Yeah, and it's gonna be a tough year for me I guess.
A great leap from Year 1 to 2, as what the lecturers and seniors all agreed.
Around 10 retainees from previous batch joining us, I guess it has been proven.

Year 2, everyone starts from scratch again.
Everyone, let's work on it alright?
And please don't do any last minute work! D:

I don't know why am I so stressed up, since from the first day of school.
Perhaps is an omen? NO! CAN'T BE IT!
Since first day of school, I've been feeling rather weak and sick.
Headache, sleepiness, and what's not start coming in.
The atmosphere around me, is no longer the slacking us.

And right now, I feel feverish, sorethroat and headache.
What's going on?

First day of school, I started to sprint.
Staying up to finish the project on first night of school is shocking right? This was the first school day of my life that is filled work.

Does it help? I'll still get tired eventually..

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And Saturday to Monday were the days that I had good food in a row. Gosh, kinda sinful to my diet though. I guess the food I ate last night caused me my sorethroat today. I guess I shan't take too much of good food for me in this period of time. Baaaaah.

Sunday, April 13, 2008 12:41 am

And I had a good day.

NPAP 08! :D

Nonetheless, I still prefer NPAP 07! HAHA.
Good old & sweet memories back then.

Oh well, had a mini gathering with fellow trainers from 07 too. :DDD
We saw 3 NS men! They were none other than, JunQi, Adrian and Zaki(CI la). :D
And had pretty fun time with Area2 friends (old&new).

If you were to have a closer look, you can see some photos with food.
We went lot1 food junction to play 'zhong ji mi ma'. The person dio the number will have to buy a certain food. And I was so lucky that I ate for free 'cos I didn't tio! HAHAHA.

But apparently, due to my clumsniess, I got myself drenched (half body and below). And I'm not gonna blog here, like duh. Ask me lo, but I can refuse to answer. HAHA.

Then, after I came back from washing/cleaning up, we played some hands-on games then loser will eat the food we choose. (E.g. Dip in a certain fruit into curry/ honeydew sago and EAT) SO FUNNNN. :DDD

After that, we were being chased out of the place 'cos they were closing down. And we went to Mcdonald's! Joked around and played some silly yet fun games. :DD
Boon's hands were sooooo red! HAHAA poor heeeeehor. :P

OUTING SOON! WOOHOO.
~~They made me so in love. LOL.~~

*EXCLUSIVE*
AND AND besides the np gang, I've my own lil gang too! :P
ESTHERRRRRR! The Red Cross gang. LOL?
Yeah, I was kinda surrounded by Red Cross people.
And surprisingly, I saw my coursemate in RC too! OMG. :D
Esther was complaining of her poor aching feets in her court shoes. D:
And she had to run in them. Aw. I pity her. HAHA.

Are you honoured?! I actually put it a headline for you! :D
~~'Cos I'm afraid the evil da jie will be haunting me. HAHAHA :X~~

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For a lighter mood, I had this stupid chat with HM aka soldier 'cos he gave me a nick: police. Wth right. I named him that 'cos he was from NCC previously.

Police says:
soldier must fight all the way
but what if police shot soldier down on the way leh?

Soldier says:
-.-
mas selamat la u

Police says:
HAHA
how you know!

Soldier says:
wait
u get wad i mean not
lol

Best part:
<Police says:
ya i know.
you trying to say that im like mas selamat= terrorist?

Soldier says:
no la
mas selamat=lame
lol>

Police says:
..............
O
M
G

Soldier says:
LOl

Police says:
you
pro

Soldier says:
-.-

Police says:
*applause*

Soldier says:
thnx

Police says:
SOLDIER WINS

Soldier says:
(emotion)

Police says:
POLICE K.O.

Soldier says:
niceeee

Police says:
-.-

Saturday, April 12, 2008 12:05 am

So long.

What have I been up to lately?
Well, just me, myself and I. (MADMAD's nick)

Alright, I've been 'working' at hq till late hours recently, on an event.
Nah, is not a parade. I just wanna get a feel of other stuffs too.

And this event got me to practise/ learn up on my photoshop skills. (:
However, that caused me my youth, my sleep. :/
Didn't sleep for the whole of last night except for that 20min nap which someone 'forced' me to. :X
That's all for now I guess.

Back to catch some rest!
If not, you'll see me walking around like a zombie again!
I could feel my lips cracking up,
my eyelids getting heavier,
as the time goes on each day
against the limit within us.

Oh gosh we say, just kill us.

Some photos of the day, eh?

I bet people enjoy looking for us in the room! HAHA :DD
I'm gonna miss some people..

Misunderstandings cleared! *Calls for hooray*
Whateverrr. Blah.
And I seriously enjoy working there! :D
I mean it. D':

GOOD LUCK TRAINERS!

I admit,
that I'll feel empty without your company? :X

/EDITED/
OMG,
at the very last minute, they decided not to use it! OH $#^&$#$! T.T
But at the very least, I picked up new skills and know one another better! (:
And somehow, I don't feel angry. :/ HAHA. Too tired for such, I guess. *Yaaawwnns*

Somehow, I kinda pity your plight, you know?
I wish I could be there for you! But I think better not. HA :/

Tuesday, April 08, 2008 7:45 pm

SUPER SINFUL DATE

That was how we took our photos yesterday. :X
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Time-check: 1plus am.
I smsed Jenny if she wanna go swim-tan
Time-check: 7plus am.
She asked about it. We talked about it. And decided to have a walk out, instead of tanning.

Headed to temple at WaterLoo Street, Bugis. :D
Oh, and I saw coffee auntie (actress)!

Brought Jenny to the dimsum kopitiam but it underwent renovation and it was gone(?).
Then went AMK Hub since we never been there before.
It was sooooooo not entertaining. Lot1 is much better. (:

I got so fascinated by this rectangular beach bag at Artbox, that I bought it on impulse. :X
It's for only $13.90! I'm gonna parade it to school~ New start! :D
And we had NewYork NewYork! Gave a mini lecture on dining etiquette too. :D

Super sinful main dish and appetizer.
Main: 2 big sausages and fries
Appetizer: buffalo wings! (This time, they took off the disgusting cheese already!)

Ran out of money, so go withdraw money!
Minimum withdrawal at amk hub is $200. -_-

So we headed downnnnn to Orchard.
I felt as though like a tour guide. Hey, I can lead okay. HAHA :X
Just that, sometimes I get too nervous and can't think properly.

So, we went FarEast, then to Taka and then home.
Bumped into ZhenLing at FarEast. (:
Had a great time at Taka while at Kinokuniya, recommending books to her. Even some nice stores for her future references too, like ArtFriend, etc.
Those are my favourite hangouts too! :D
After joining Architecture, whenever I head to town, I'd think of those places first.
I love reading! Reading is fun! (But I like to drag my reading)

And because of some little boy, we took out our umbrella and walked through the rain, and then back to taka again. (It's like, imagine we are words. 'Words' go into the right ear and out of the left ear. LOL) Just because we wanna go over to Cineleisure from the main entrance instead from the carpark, where it is more sheltered. But too bad, little boy doesn't want umbrella from me. HAHA. :X

Took 190 back to cck. Shopped at Lot1.
Cotton On is love. I bought this pullover for just $20! It's having some Super Great Sale.
And from there on, I kept bumping into my cadets (like 5?). :/
Then Mr Lim, and then MJ. Both of them at Popular, concurrently. HA. -________-
Omg. Unit Reunion?!
Oh yeah, went to this particular shop. And I like the tops there! I shall invest in there soon!

1. Elyssa is taking porridge now! :DDDD Sooooo cute!
2. Jenny and me! My ~~blood~~ bed on the floor. My beach bag. My pullover. (That's my mum la idiot, you're not seeing things.)

I feel like a big sister,
being able to lead,
being able to look after others.
It gives me the confidence to do things too.

Whereas sometimes,
I feel like a little sister,
being guided along,
being taken care after.
It gives me the sense of security.

Monday, April 07, 2008 11:22 pm

Quiz

You Scored an A

You got 10/10 questions correct.

It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors.
If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs.
As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human.
And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.

The It's Its There Their They're Quiz

10:35 pm

Back then.

I had a surprise!

I had a reunion with the NPDP 2005 Contingent 10. Lol, sounds so old. :/
But it was just the three of us. HA. Whatever. :D
Ivan said someone was with him, and asked me to go down and meet them immediately.
I thought it was someone who was a bpian or something..

Nonetheless, he brought Serene! Woohoooo.
My good friend in Sec3 ATC. :X I still remember that night we went somewhere. LOL :X

Anyway by right, I wasn't really part of the Contingent, but was just a replacement from unit. But I managed to find few good buddies in just a couple of trainings! =P Oh yes, not to mention, the inevitable *******. Kns lo.
And we never had a successful outing. HAHA. Poor Ivan who was kept in the dark that it was cancelled, waited for quite some time at the meeting area. :X

Oh well, I met them at Mcdonald's. We chatted about our current lives of course. :D

At Mcdonald's, I saw my beloved cousin, kenneth, with his friend. And he was reacting exactly like his brother when he was young, when he saw me. Ken was kinda shocked to see me, and very obviously avoiding me. He was right in front of me, and he used his bag to cover his face, yet kept looking out from it. Then, when he was leaving, he was like running out? Wth. -.- How retarded. HAHAHAHA.

Went to camlove in the neoprint machines with camera. LOL.

First machine!

Second machine!

Last machine!

And off we went, back to our homesweethome. (:
Gonna be out with them soon I guess! This time, with Nigel(?) Hiak.
Thanks Serene for the photos! :DDD

Sunday, April 06, 2008 8:38 pm

My latest eyecandy!

EYECANDY! EYECANDY!
YES, IS HIM!

恶作剧2吻

郑元畅!

I prefer him in his short hair style.
Sooooooo dashing. Woohoo.

I like the way he pauses his stare. It carries a heck-care attitude, with an unpredictable mind behind his stare.
He has a lil of Edison's look at some angle! Don't you agree?
I just kinda love the bad guy style.
郑元畅 is 188cm la, what a tall guy. D:

I don't give a damn if I sound 花痴 or desperate.
Just plain infatuation.
Sure enough, I can do that right?

Littleghost is 172cm i think. Just nice. :D
Erm, as for littleghost, his selling point is his dimples, and his cuteness. :D
Then for 郑元畅, his selling point is his stare. :P
Awww. *melts*

Above are two kinds of guys I will fall for.
Fyi, 吴尊 is not my type. Boohoo.

1:27 pm

5683.

At all costs,
At all means,

I just want you to say,
444,55566688833,99966688.

You may avoid,
but you can't deny.
:((

我整理行李塞进爱情, 梦充满美丽, 云淡风轻无聊奇迹, 都有可怕魔力. 虽然我努力, 但还是需要你的一些勇气. 我很怕如果没有了你, 我就会凄惨唏唏. 一路太多风雨没吹倒, 生大病有你靠. 脑子里有太多回应如何忘掉. 我像个傻瓜跟你跑; 我不怕多煎熬, 到哪里都为你神魂颠倒. 快乐的时候, 骑着单车两人扛冰箱, 难过的时候没有方向, 你带我飞翔我相信爱情.

是你的笑容带给我力量.
只要能陪你到处流浪, 我愿意天天疯狂.

Saturday, April 05, 2008 7:22 pm

Let's just accept things before us. If not, do something.

It's all thanks to someone, that we're where we are now.

Honestly, I've nothing prejudiced against anyone.
In the past, I observed and thought nothing much beyond that.
But now, I'm in it. And I know it's not easy to create more than that.

Even if the problem lies on someone, will the chance still be ours?
By putting in a foot in something we can choose not, is basically asking for trouble.
At least, we should just stick to our original roles.
And not snatching roles of others, when particularly, they have only those to meddle with.
Agree?

As for the receiving all honours, that's a problem between them.
I've no idea about that.

To me, they're just so childish about everything. :X
Just quarrelling doesn't mean you're an adult, but about the issue that's being concerned too.
Sigh.

No matter how we try to calm the parties, it's just so impossible to even try 'cos the misunderstanding is, so, so deep..

1:26 pm

Add-on diet.

Someone complained that I needa eat more.

I told mama I want half of the watermelon.
And I spread over 2 or 3 days to finish it up after my meals.

My $6 dinner.
Quite not worth it.

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Horrible wake-up call this morning.

Erm actually no. I felt the bed kinda shaky in the middle of the night. So, I told myself to just sleep tight and not fidget too much on it. The wooden parts just came out loose again, yet at the wrong time.

When I woke up, I could hear the falling apart sound whenever I make a slight movement. And of course, I got out asap and went to parents' bed and carried on my sleep. There wasn't anyone in the house, so I started walking around, when my breakfast arrived. After eating, I headed to master bedroom and slept again.

I'll be sleeping on the floor tonight. :/

The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing.
John Powell

Friday, April 04, 2008 12:56 pm

You choose.

You will have to face me sooner or later.
What's wrong?
So what if the problem lies with you, then just ~~fcuking~~ solve it la!
Yes, it's not easy, but you're not moving on because of that!
All you know is to avoid, avoid, and AVOID!

And I'm still persisting.
In the matter of will you ever understand my thoughts, I guess it's still ambiguous now.

Oh, and I hope you get hospitalized again if that's the only way I can see you.
Sigh, is it really that difficult uh?
And are those all that you can think of?

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 11:41 pm

Before it's too late.

I feel as though I've let down several friends of mine, just for that parade itself.
Sorry, even if I'm not forgiven.

Aside from that, I've been watching 惡作劇2吻 on youtube.
The storyline kept me captivated.
This guy has always been the top student in his school life. This girl was actually from the last class of the school, took on a liking for him. Her determination and love for him helped her scrap through the many difficulties, and finally got to be his girlfriend. At first the guy was not really willing to it. But as it goes on, they got married.
That would be seen in part I. So, I don't really know how and why they got married.

From part II onwards,
They are in university. He is studying medicine, while she is studying another course. After she a term or so, she couldn't be promoted thus she decided to opt for a course change to nursing. If she were to be a nurse, she would be able to assist her husband in his career. But, with her dimwittedness, a high doubt that she can pass her course, let alone being a nurse. For her husband, she's willing to go all in.

I know such drama is just for entertainment, and people like me shouldn't believe too much in it. However, there's bound to have some real-life scenarios like that too. Don't you agree? How I wish my love for someone could have an outcome like that too. (:

You got me captivated again.
And, you got me prepared for the worst.
I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

11:46 am

Feel for my pulse.

On an emotional wreck.

SP sucks! Yes, if any SP staff happens to read this, I'm suggesting for an upgrading server and better facilities, etc. And I shall stay calm.

Fancy us waiting for the registering of our elective module since 9plus in the morning, when our time slot is 11am. When is 11am, we thought we could grab our desired module. But it seems that we've underestimated ourselves. It turns out to be us, the early birds, to be able to register our modules near the closing time (e.g. 11.28am for my case). Or worse still, not even getting a slot in any module.

Stupid ~~ASS~~ SAS.
This is so ridiculous!
Fyi, SP is NOT the top polytechnic in Singapore.
It will not be, in any near future. So, do not enrol into SP alright. Go Ngee Ann Poly!

This made my day worse. And imagine we have to do this routine for 2 more times! Year2 sem2, year3 sem1. Gosh.

Oh well, I was on a desperate road and hence I chose drama appreciation (which is quite a good choice?). I'll be able to perform. :X But is language class again! And I think I'm quite lucky to get back my OC lecturer! Wendy! Do you know that she's acting as the mum in the recent kfc advertisement? Watch out for her!

我要大家在一起！
我要和你在一起！

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end