thesurvivor♥

Thursday, December 30, 2010 3:27 pm

Reading is good.

It puts my mind off from the world.
I've never had the luxury to be spending days on a book (and still not finishing it).

I got to focus,
with the help of reading.

Yadaaaaa.
What's my achievement during this holiday?
Or, what have I done?

I'd say, reading. Just reading.
Nothing related to my current field.

Sunday, December 26, 2010 11:21 pm

I'm happy in this state.
Nobody is hurt, nobody is happier.

自己要好好走这条路。

I know I always tend to be wishy-washy, but who is not?

I went to the temple,
to return thanks for the whole year,
and also to give myself a chance to redeem myself.

I'm good, I'm good.

Friday, December 24, 2010 5:33 am

please forget.

MOVE ON.

Saturday, December 18, 2010 2:38 pm

I like him, I like him not.

It has been a long while since I've a crush on a him.
Alright, maybe not.

But this special him, I didn't expect myself to have a crush on him in the first place.
I just got this sudden thought of those reactions in him towards me, and then, it was just so natural that I fell for him.
Perhaps he didn't feel the same, to him, it may be the most normal way to approach a new comer - being friendly, concerned, helpful.

And it all started with my birthday. I won't forget that look of yours.

We spent most of the time together, as a group of four. And I thought, it'd be desirable to keep us four as close, perhaps even to the next semester. (Yes and I almost felt I'm in Survivor, a foursome alliance) Someone asked if I fell for him because she noticed it, my behaviour, my actions, were way too obvious. I was startled. Why didn't I notice it?

Things changed. And I thought I could rest this matter, finally. No crush, no special someone. But, he's always the one that caught my eyes in the crowd. My eyes must be playing a prank on me, no matter where, my eyes were always searching for him. My mind, always curious to know about him.

I told myself that this was so wrong. For a moment, I tried to do away with those and focus on my work, while he went missing. It worked, for a period of time.

But it came back.

We quarreled. We fought. We played, and we laughed.

This was Us.

I miss you. Do you?

Friday, December 17, 2010 2:33 pm

slow-mo

This holiday is killing me, slowly.

Tuesday, December 07, 2010 7:25 pm

For living in a deep well.

Of all the things I want,
I'm just not allowed to travel out sg with friends.
Because they think it's too 'messy' out there.

And I'm pissed.

Thursday, December 02, 2010 11:17 pm

Holi-month

Good day people!

Holiday has spelled out since my last paper on Tuesday.
I welcome my holi-month to:

the basic feelings we all have as a child.
live, ~~work~~ and play.

And I'll be flying off on 11th. :)

(P.S: I dont have an toy plane, shall make do with bicycle. lol)