thesurvivor♥

Wednesday, February 28, 2007 10:26 pm

RAIN RAIN RAIN!

Rain, rain, go away.
Come again another day.
Little children want to play.
Rain, rain, go away.

Flu ---> Blocked nose ---> Sorethroat ---> what's next?

Oh and the virus is still within me. And the cycle repeats day after day..

):

Amy is sick... :/
again.. -_-

Seems like is a retribution to those who slack at home and not having a backbone to search for a job. =X opps.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007 1:08 pm

Let's cross our fingers and hope for the better..

She will always be our pillar of ties.. (:
That weakly smile formed across her helpless face.

Monday, February 26, 2007 2:31 pm

I wanna get a new haircut. :/

What kind of hair should i cut..??
HELPPPPP~!

woooo.. i want i want!
I wanna highlight too :X
I want dirty green! yeah!

opps.

Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:18 pm

London BRIDGE is falling down.

To van: Hmmm? Me give cunning laughter? lol. =X Okay -.- Yes i do. Hahahaha. Bring up the atmosphere mah. LOL. Opps.

Bridge seems to be our weekly hobby..

Wednesday, February 21, 2007 10:41 pm

YAY.

:DDDD

DONUT FACTORY!
Finally bought their donuts! So happy.
Bought a dozen! YAY.

Then i bought battered fried fish and fries from CHIPPY.
WAHAHAH.

Then xian wants to go bugis eat at the teenage's cafe (i think so).
She ordered spagehetti and i ordered shepherd's pie. :D
She bought a top after that.

Then went bugis junction er look for a box.
Hahaha. Yaaaa.
The rest no need to type out. LOL. =P

Tuesday, February 20, 2007 10:45 pm

DEDICATING TO WAN MING XIAN AKA MAMEEEEEEEE =P

OH MY MAMEE I LOVE YOU!

Oh shit. That's so.. (She asked me to leave out the last sentence BUT IM NOT GOING TO!!! BLEAH!)

Ya end of dedication. HAHAHAHA.

8:47 pm

The flower bloomed today.

Anyway, ya, visit at my house.
The 3 of us went down to Lot1 just to watch Protege (NC16).
Unfortunately, one of us is not yet 16.
We bought RUMS. :D damn ex can -.-
Yeah, and we weren't caught. :X

Okay, to the cinema!
Long queue. But we survived through the queue, not the counter.
The lady persisted on checking our ICs.
Smart move by Ivan,
Lady: May i know who is the youngest, and the age?
Ivan: *points at me* and says 16
Lady: Show me your IC.
Me: *Nah* IC. *Proven 16* =P
Lady to other 2 cousins: Show me your IC.
Ivan, van: *nah*
Lady to Ivan: Sorry, you're not allowed to enter.
We: But only 1 more month to be 16.. let us in leh.. please.
Lady: Sorry, the security guards will not let you in.
Lady: Why not choose other movie?
We: hesitated, decided, left.

So back to my house. We played bridge again and we drank. (:
Missed those times where we kept drinking on new year's eve.
So amazingly happening.
I'll treasure those times! :DD

And i'll treasure you too! ^_^
Happy happy? =P

Monday, February 19, 2007 11:34 pm

:DD

BRIDGE ROCKS.
Thanks van! =P
2007 CNY

Owner rocks too! wahaha ^_^

10:19 am

I quite agree with Cindia that this year i've no feeling that cny is here. :/
Perhaps partly because im not schooling and did not have any pre-celebration.

But, yesterday wasn't that bad la. Especially when we, the 5 rangers' favourite guest on the first day of cny.. *drum roll* GU PO! =D

YEAH MAN. She rocks to the core! woohoo. Lol. *vanessa must be laughing* -.-
Yaya all of us are quite "scared" of her in the sense that she likes to 'interrogate us, the little kids and first batch of victims since in the past. >.< Ehhhh, why this year also us ah? Lol. What about the little kidsss? ): Melanie and Marcus went home, Daven and raven went home, Louis went home, then... sean, alvin, kenneth, andy mia? -_- oh man. So, ended up all 5 rangers kena again. We took the rap for you adults and little kids alright! Or maybe Gu Po still loves talking to us! WAHAHAHA =x Yeah! I shall post a picture on the 5 rangers. LOL =P Lalalaa~

Xmas at my house :D

Errr.. i suppose this was taken at my house too, since the clothing we wore were the same as the above pictures. :/

CNY at mic's house :D

ALL SO CUTE RIGHT? =X
So much fun.. YAY.
Alright, let's compare and contrast. weeeeeee

Let me show you my cousins (my papa's side) :DD
Take 1:

Take 2:

Ka-ceng(cousin sounds like buttocks) reporting to blogger!
Total Strength: 14
Present Strength: 14
10 males
4 females
All present. =P

The FIVE LEGENDARY RANGERS:

L-O-L =X
Namely from left to right: Ivan, ME, Vanessa, Michelle and Kelvin(my bro)
woohoo.

Saturday, February 17, 2007 9:57 am

The day is coming soon, real soon, like 14 more hours to go.
I'll get to wear my new clothes~
See my mum's side relatives, dad's side relatives and and stupid BOAR! rar -_-

Die. (i still can use this word la. 14 more hours to become a forbidden word)
Having stomachache since yesterday or day before.
I want to enjoy my CNY!

eat eat eat. =D

Friday, February 16, 2007 6:16 pm

Reunion dinner.
Oh and i finally bought a pair of boots. (:

i just want to be a someone to you, not a nobody.

Thursday, February 15, 2007 11:03 pm

I........

8:11 pm

It's best to be in low profile, i guess.
It's time for me to learn how to..

I should be ashamed of myself..
Baka la, always make a fool out of myself.
Sigh.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 4:05 pm

SCREW YOU!

You threw car at me!?!
I promise you with double payback or even more.
I threw your bloody softies, cars AT YOU!
Never mess with me i tell you.

Better change your attitude, you bastard.
I NEVER treat you as my family member, let me tell you this.

YOU BLOODY HELL RUINED MY FAMILY.
Damn you.

Totally pissed my day off.
HELL.

No one dares to mess with me..
Even if there's, he/she WILL regret.
Just watch out.

But this doesn't occur often. So..
I'm still the nice/friendly amy you know. -_-

2:56 pm

Let's have a comparsion..

BEFORE

--------------------------------------------------
The moment i woke up, i went to pack my things..
with an empty stomach.

ROOM CLEANING IN ACTION~

RUBBISH...!

AND MORE RUBBISH!

AFTER

Mahjong table is GONE. *poof* It became COCO CRUNCH! -_-

A leader is just an ordinary person with extraordinary determination.

Happy V-Day to all.

V-Day sounds like Vlee's Day ):
Sigh.... misses his lessons ALOT.
He also bo chap me lor -.- wth.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007 11:18 pm

S-h-i-t.
D-a-m-n.

_ _ _ _

The four letter word,

is vicious.

5:44 pm

6 more months to my birthday!!! WOOHOOOOO!

2:24 pm

WOOHOO!
HERE I COME, my NGEE ANN POLY!

YaY~
Goodbye to NYP.. ):

I'm sure you're gonna ask about my choices right?
Hehe, here are my choices. =X

1- ACCOUNTANCY (NP)
2- BUSINESS STUDIES (NP)
3- ARCHITECTURE (SP)
4- SPACE & INTERIOR DESIGN (NYP)
5- INTERIOR DESIGN (SP)
6- INTERIOR ARCHITECTURE & DESIGN (TP)
7- BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES (NP)
8- PSYCHOLOGY & COMMUNITY SERVICES (NP)
9- PIONEER JC (ARTS)
10- INNOVA JC (ARTS)
11- JURONG JC (ARTS)
12- MILLENNIA INSTITUTE (ARTS)

Hope hope hope.. upon a star.
AND I'M GONNA JOIN POLY STAGE FACTOR ~~/MAGNUM FORCE~~!
YEAH MAN.
~~Wahaha then i can see that cute guy liao~~ =P
YAYYYYYYYY!

Monday, February 12, 2007 9:57 am

Sunday! Had reunion dinner.
And ooooo i had mine with the elderly in the kitchen instead of the usual sitting in the living room with all my cousins.
You know why?
Because of thoseeeee little kids who are supposed to sit at that glass table, moved over to the mahjong table etc which are meant for the teenagers and above!

RIGHTTT?? *I think Vanessa & Ivan will agree with me =D*
Bloody sickening kids they are.

We've gone through that stage where we've to squeeze our outgrown legs into that low glass table.
We gone through those before they were even born!
Opps, that makes us as if we are thatttt old.
No! We're experienced! Lol.

Yay. After dinner, i sat down alone and did crosswords.
Adults played poker.
Children played hide and seek.
Teenagers errr.. in a room doing what ah? :/
Oh chit-chatting i assume. Haha paiseh didn't join you guys.
I'm an introvert! Lol... =x

Saturday, February 10, 2007 1:11 pm

The following model shows the vulnerablility of getting UGLY.
Left to right: Amy's, Andy's, Qian Hui's

11:14 am

That was LAME and unexpected of me over at MSN last night.

Shit me.
"I WANT TO WORK WITH YOU!" I said.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Opps.

=P

Oh Os?
I'm just quite pissed off when people whom WE AREN'T THAT CLOSE or worse still, I DON'T EVEN TALK TO, came asking me about my results.
TSKTSKTSK.

YOU DEEM TO BE GUILTY!
SO SINFUL.

You ought to REFLECT!

Lol. Anyway, i wouldn't risk my parents' money and my time on going to a JC.
It's freaking scary though i really wanna wear school uniform T.T
Yes, i look like a kid in my school uniform -.-
At least, i'm given an identity.. ):

Alright, mind settled for polytechnic. NYP or NP.
I love NP.
I'm neutral for NYP, but with passion for its course.

NP: Accountancy
NP: Business Studies
NP: Psychology & Community Services (NEW)
NYP: Space & Interior Design (NEW)
SP: Architecture
SP: Interior Design
TP: Interior Architecture & Design

Eh what's the difference between architecture and Space&Interior Design ah?
S&I.D is a subset of A?
That's what i feel la.
Am i right?
I think i am. LOL.

Friday, February 09, 2007 11:30 am

Share with you something about me and my sibilings' childhood on TUITION.

My big bro;
keeps quiet and dare not question. just stare at the question trying to figure the solution.

Me;
cried when tutor promised to give me sweets but she didn't. in the end, i refused to do the work. :/ I didn't know about this when i heard my mum telling my bro -.-

My lil bro;
calculative. claims that he is CORRECT and tutor says WRONG. both of them starts bickering -.-
imagine this:
bro: CORRRRRECTT!
tutor: WRONG!
... and this goes on.. zz

And i'm always woken up by them.
Blah.

SHHHH keep all these to yourselves. HA.
Oh and erm i've simmered down already.

10:13 am

GO TO HELL!
*____________insert vulgarities_______________*

What the hell!
Early morning scream here scream there.
Still have the guts to wake me up. (though i was awake but still in bed trying to sleep)
Spoilt my mood. ZZZZZZZZ.

It's all because of the bloody stupid video shops AGAIN.
They DON'T HAVE WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER! O-M-G.
And they just come calling up my house saying "we can't open the file" this and that.

>.<

And my parents will start to look for me...
AND I WILL PICK UP A "FIGHT" AGAIN!
YES.

THEY WANT ME TO REDO AGAIN, WHAT THE HELL, OVER MY DEAD BODY!
I just want NO calls from them regarding THAT.

Oh well, looks like the chain is not broken yet as TODAY I'M COLLECTING MY O's.
My dad will treat me like a hotline as what he did to my bro last year.. :/
Do me and bro look like we will run away with our results?

Okay i did. -.-
I didn't tell them my Chinese Oral grade, school exams grades as well. LOL.
BECAUSE I SUCK! No face to put -_-
And my form teacher would look for me, speak to me and ask WHY did i do so..
BECAUSE my dad PHONED HIM UP!

So i've no choice but to tell them my grades~ zzz.
HORRIBLE RESULTS. SHIT ME.

I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me just break the curse.

Thursday, February 08, 2007 11:19 pm

Just happen to read my MSN Space.
My past showed me how naive i was.

The word 'naive' seems so familiar yet so foreign at the same time..
Perhaps i've grown wiser, out of my kiddy world where i've been so ignorant and gullible? :/

I hope so.
And I hope your predictions are not going to happen on me.

=D

2:15 pm

FLU ATTACK! again..
*shrugs*

Sneezes i've got are uncountable.
Tissues i've used are disgustingly piling up in my room over the past few days or even weeks.
So pissed off with my condition.

Can't wait to get back to you. (:
Weeeee~!
Please don't get the wrong idea.
Get it right this time! =D
No 'left' is allowed.

Wonder how much you've changed.

11:44 am

Opps. Xian! i just got to read that short entry of yours indirectly posted to me.. ):
Eh sorry! Not that you're ________ to me la.
It's just that _________, you know? =X

Perhaps you're experiencing what i felt in the past too..
I felt neglected when you spent more time with _______ too.

And, i know what i am doing..
Fear not. =X

P.S: SORRY TO THOSE WHO SENT ME SMSES BUT I DIDN'T REPLY. SOLELY BECAUSE MY HP SUCKS, AS IT CAN'T RECEIVE MESSAGES FROM EVERYONE. *I don't know why either -.- failed to find a solution*

11:29 am

Sudden urge to cheer :/

Maybe my heart tells me to be a cheerleader. LOL!
NP MAGNUM FORCE EH? -.-

Okay, here it goes,

It's a V! (clap clap -.-)
It's a V-I-C!
It's a C! (clap clap)
It's a C-T-O!
It's an O! (clap clap)
It's an O-R-Y!
V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!
VICTORY VICTORY IS OUR PRIDE!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!~~

Banana in the world UNITE! woosh~
and 小猪's shake it mama suddenly comes to my mind -_-
"shake it mama shake it..." LOL

Shit, amy decided to *censored off* what she wants to say to herself.
MUAHAHAHAHA.
God, im nuts.
Please don't eat me.
~~I'm reserved to be eaten. -.-~~

Lastly, i'm not a pig. =D
And everyone agrees to that.
Bleah

Wednesday, February 07, 2007 4:01 pm

阨韓窉

Like a flower, but not a flower
No one cares when it falls
And lies discarded at the roadside
But though
Unmoved, I think about
The tangle of wounded tendrils
Lovely eyes full of sleep
About to open,yet
Still in dreams, following the wind ten thousand miles
In search of love
Startled, time and again, by the oriole's cry

Do not pity the flower that flies off
Grieve for the western garden
Its fallen red already beyond mending --
Now, after morning rain
What's left?
A pond full of broken duckweed
If the three parts of spring
Two turn to dust
One to flowing water
Look --
These are not catkins
But drop after drop of parted lover's tears

//劼澮 //

2:56 pm

My heart is aching.
MY MONEY!! has been splurged on clothes. -_-
Oh man..

I shouldn't have bought the CD yesterday >.<
Anyone wants to buy the latest edition of 罗志祥 SPESHOW????
With poster, cd, dvd, calendar. It's in excellent condition. =D
The plastic wrapping is still there.
I'll sell it to you @ $18. U.P: $20.95
If 我们的交情 is good or what, i will sell it at a lower price =D
The lowest i can sell is $15.

I just want to see some real money in my piggybank nia. T_T

Tuesday, February 06, 2007 8:04 pm

~~I'm no longer needed.~~
):

I AM NOT A TURTLE. Er, whatever it is la.
I shall face it.
Yes, RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU!

Let me tell you this:
I will not let you go this time round. ><

Brrr.. *goosebumps* -.-

6:52 pm

Everything is wrong, so wrong that i feel so ______.
I should start digging a hole and bury myself in..

Everything is just SO WRONG!
So sinful....

On a second thought,
I think, you may not see me again..
After i'm ready to face the reality.

~~Goodbye for now.~~

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
I wouldn't just give it up like that!
NEVER!
I shan't let history repeats itself AGAIN!!!!
NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!
ARGH.

6:28 pm

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

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When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Henri Nouwen

Monday, February 05, 2007 11:47 pm

Missing ~~one another~~ you.
(((:

It's a difficult decision, in a different position this time round.
~~Will you feel the same for me?~~

Sunday, February 04, 2007 2:12 pm

Kopi

1:28 pm

JJC FIESTA CUM ROAMING AROUND @ ORCHARD 030107:

E-C-H-O. (:

Tsk tsk.. spell also spell wrongly lor. IT'S ORGASM!
LOLOL. Oh well, i knew that word when i was in Sec2 =X

Me and Azura posing with the white man.
We were fascinated by this white man and started "cam-whoring" with him in front of the moving sardines.. =D Yeah yeah. We're future professional great actresses! =P

The MAN.

Friday, February 02, 2007 12:36 am

im blur or should i say blind?

I just can't seem to see obvious things laid out in front of me.
In total oblivion.

Just take for example:
DVD Cover.
I took out the DVD out from the CPU, trying to search for the cover.
Then i rummaged through the other DVDs with their covers, just to look for the cover w/o DVD.
Little did i realise that... the cover was just placed right beside me on the table..
A big ZZZZZZ to me la.
):

Argh. Sometimes i can't bear to hate myself too.
Ignorance can be a bliss in disguise at times. (:
Silly me ROCKS! Lol. =x

Okay, i shall strive to be the best sotong! :DD

Stay tuned for more sotong's adventures! LOL.
Actually, there were many other adventures in the past..
But well, let's not rack up the past (:
HAHAHAHAH. =X

Thursday, February 01, 2007 10:10 pm