thesurvivor♥

Sunday, December 30, 2007 8:18 pm

Ask and you shall receive.
Seek and you shall find.
Knock and it shall be opened to you.

Dream to dream,
you turned up in my dreams,
and gave me sleepless nights.
What significance from that tell?

You said you will try,
but now,
are you even trying?

~~Till now, it's still bothering me.~~
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He tightened his arms around her shoulders, and she left the familiar sensation of wearing his own skin, like a cloak of heat or a barrier for protection, maybe even a second self. "I wish that things could stay like this... like now... forever," he said softly.

She turned in his arms, afraid to hope, even more afraid to let this opportunity slip by. Her head was canted at an angle, so that she could not quite look at him in the eye but could make her words fall onto his lips. "Maybe," she said, "they can".

Because she kept it a secret. She said she loved him.
When you love someone you let them take care of you.

"My whole life was about her",
"what if her whole life wasn't about him?"

The baby isn't his.
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Words fallen on the lips,
should not be held seriously,
for they don't necessary mean what they should meant to be.

Love and lust, reveal a thin line between, where is often erased.

Friday, December 28, 2007 11:49 pm

ACCIDENT!

Okay, i kiap-ed my finger between the door):
Though is not very obvious.. is the left finger in the photo, fortheRINGfinger.

Honeydewmilktea+roastedducknoodle is love.

That's all for YESTERDAY.
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For TODAY,

GOODBYE 5566 and a couple of ENERGY!
That should total up around a sum of $300+ of my 'scrap here and there' money.

AND the unrevealing of the vicious murderer.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 6:12 pm

LEO - The Lion
Great talker.
Attractive and passionate.
Laid back.
Knows how to have fun.
Is really good at almost anything.
Great kisser.
Unpredictable.
Outgoing.
Down to earth.
Addictive.
Attractive.
Loud.
Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative.
Not one to mess with.
Rare to find.
Good when found.

Around five of them are accurate ONLY..
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Printed my presentation boards today,
Spent almost an hour or so, roaming around bugis just for that hidden shop.
Man.
Fastprint is the shop, just beside Lasalle, which is behind Sim Lim Square.
This awkward atmosphere when i went through the backdoor, and he locked the door after me, 'cos he didn't open the shop officially today. And lucky me and albert, we managed to print our work just before he leaves for an overseas trip the next morning. I had a hard time bringing back home the four A1 boards.. especially when eyes are on what was on my hands.

Then, i went to popular to get the reinforcement ring for my A3 journal. The queue was damn long, and packed, so i had to safeguard that no one bangs into my boards. Apparently some kiddos and aunties are just so blind. Luckily, it wasn't much affected.

So much for now, i'm dead beat now even though i didn't do much strenous stuff, perhaps i can't go out too often/ move about much bah. -.- zz
Yes patrick, sbob is old..):

And you're just avoiding.

2:48 am

UPDATES on my PROJECT!
Donedone!

Just to print them, and hand them in!
Throw to my lecturers!

Yes, that's my design brief. FOURPAGES! WTH!
Hope they will read.

LOL, i know there's no floor on the third recess 'cos i DELETED it unknowingly!!
But, no fear, i never put it in my board T.T

My lousy craftsmanship ):
PAPERMODEL!
Yes, is expensive to buy that stupid grass. $7plus for that sheet..
Ya la, i extra, that's why i bought.
But, my idea was to neutralise my sucky craftsmanship. You know~ To balance up.
Haha, wonder if they will take that crap or not..

Since the project is done, my A3 design journal is yet to be fully complied. I'll do it in between my free time. Meanwhile, i'll start doing my FIVE HTA essays & a min.1000 word long essay for NMS task2.
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Now, the soldier wants police to help him. LOL.
Hope the printing shop will be opened tomorrow!(:

GOOD NIGHT!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007 2:49 pm

OOOOhhhhhh~

Baby elyssa! :D

LAST BUT NOT LEAST:

MERRYCHRISTMAS!

left: My present! $30 popular voucher ><

right: My havaianas flipflop!! :D Yes, i paid for them -.- Thanks ivanW!

Leftovers..

They ordered 6boxes of pizza, 'dont know how many' boxes of kfc..

Aunt made spagehetti, and cocktail.

Been having runs since yesterday when i woke up..):

Anyway,

to LJH(:

Sunday, December 23, 2007 3:19 am

Yes, i'm back from 'hiatus' though i mentioned i'll still be blogging and less online, but i think it turned the other way round.

Anyway, UPDATES! Yes. The dayss i went out(:
I'm a workaholic 'cos this is the only thing i'm left with control for my future.

Sunday 08.12.07
Shopping with cousins were great fun especially when we tried on clothes in the fitting room, with mich as 'our fashion designer' 'cos she didn't see on any clothes. Yeaaaa me the pregnant woman. Funny incident with ivan. Watched "Lust, Caution" R21. And i nearly lost my precious wallet on the bus. Thanks mich for telling me! Let's get on going with more coming shopping trips alright! Perhaps before CNY! (:
P.S: AND KBOX kay!

Tuesday 18.12.07
We (Me, van, and ivan) were supposed to meet up for town shopping spree trip. Van can't make it, thus it was canceled. Our NUM trip ): It's okay 'cos i'll be getting my havaianas soon! (:

Wednesday 19.12.07
Went bugis, bought blue transparency & grass patch for final model. Then headed off to meet up with Echo gang @ bugis. Went to Zam zam, near Raffles Hospital. I ordered couple of prata 'cos i had my dinner before i went. Seen and heard of something..BRR, rather disgusting. Few came one after another. On our way back, i nearly knocked into a tree and (don't know what will happen too), 'cos i tripped over a drain cover, which is covering the tree roots. I was just imagining that i might crush my head, broke a leg, etc.. Well, left earlier to do up my work. And the MRT was freakingly weird, 'cos it made us ALL to alight at Queenstown so it can go towards green line, Pasir Ris! Because a train in that line has faced some problems so the passengers might have to wait for like over 10mins.. And that caused delay in the line i was taking on, which resulted me being late for my show! Arrrgh.

Friday 21.12.07
Returned school just to return a borrowed book, which can't be renewed after 2times. Yes, i didn't had time to read it so i kept extending. And damn it, what a wasted trip just because it dued on 26dec, and that i might as well return it now 'cos i know i won't have the time ): Oh, and i saw Jie while moving out of the station.

Saturday 22.12.07
Second family gathering
As the most junior there, being able to meet up with you guys was a pleasure.
The 'cold syndrome' acted up, and well.. didn't participate actively. I should have noticed there's aircon remote control -.- Damn.
Oh yea, bumped in Jie at bpp. He and his newly bought cardboard from artfriend. When i told him.. "I'm almost done with my model except for the roof, i could imagine that he was like "-.- wth, i've only just bought my cardboard" in his mind. I guess i shouldn't have told you that man =/ Wonder why i keep bumping into him sia -.-

Sunday 23.12.07
First anniversary.

I've transferred them, and keeping them as my precious moments of my life..
I'll read, i'll see, i'll reminisce.
But, i won't cry.
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Current mode:

Repetitive late nights on paper model, and presentation boards.
Late nights' record:
3plus am..
Few days later.. 5plusam
Few days later.. 7.30am (recent)

And guess what, my bioclock has been tuned upside down.
I'm living on the opposite side of Singapore, so.. it's in Europe.
AND YES! ALLERG(IES) ARE KICKING ME ALIVE! OMG!
Rashes? or what?
Season of itchiness?
Dirty environment, with bits and pieces of paper cardboard everywhere around my working area (living room). Damn. Seriously scratched like hell.

And a day before, i had those really real rashes popping out on the surface of my skin!
So, i went to take a nap, without fan 'cos i was really too cold. And woke up, even more rashes! Mum said i was too cold, plus i was sitting down while she was sweeping off the junks i didn't want, that's why i dio that rashes-alike? So what was i having? Till now, i still have it! Though without the rashes-alike pop up thing. It's just pure itchiness..

Current addiction:
Witch Youxi(:
Senior Junhe got me kinda attracted.
Wulong's tender acts of love got me so sweetened by.
Johnny the master chef made me drool for his culinary skills.
Youxi's change in maturity made me learn.

KOREAN!
My bro has been addicted to 炸酱面(i think is spelt like that)..'cos of that show.
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Perhaps i should have stayed home. Now, i don't feel like starting on work.
Furthermore, it's festive season. Would students even do their work? I've to finish up BY MONDAY. Mission impossible FOUR is out soon, by ME.

All the best for tomorrow's performance, van! :D
And i love those late nights' talks with you, and you.
LOVES! (this word is influenced by van -.-)

What a long post. Will anyone take their time for it? HOPE SO! You'll be greatly thanked.(:

Friday, December 14, 2007 7:06 pm

Jie, Me, XX, Cin (3 more puppets are yet to be opened then)

To yeokimyeong,

Thanks for the card and the present! T.T
Man, you made me cry.

He left the presents on our tables,
and left his regards behind.
We called you,
but you didn't pick up.

I suppose,
you must be tearing too.

Last day of term2,
two dear friends left us.
One to JC (transferred out), one to china (will return),
there'll be more to come..

Though we ain't really that close friends,
yet i feel that depth of friendship doesn't need to be measured by close/ normal/ bad friends,
so long one feels loved,
that is friendship.

And i think,
you're rather creative and artistic too(:

MERRY XMAS TO YOU TOO.

Sunday, December 09, 2007 9:03 am

Lee ann is sure a great director man,
for his humor, for his talent.(:
And Lee Hom looks so man now, kinda got attracted by him.

~~Lust, Caution~~ ROCKS MAN!
R21! ho ho ho -.-
I've unknowingly watched the Golden Horse Awards from 9.30pm to 2.30am.
After that, i watched The OC till 4 or 4.30 i think.

Erm.. okay, time to go! Going to be late le :X
Kill me!

On a lighter note, i've completed my HTA for tomorrow's submission!
Only do part 1 right?
And completed my interior for viz.
Posting my camera shots soon! :DDDD

Left with DETAILING which is due on FRIDAY the 14th! -.-
And yes, my GEMs test on friday too. Z.

THREE DATELINES TO MEET WITH FOUR STUFFS!
Must buy 4D/ toto on number 3&4 le.. lol.
Hey, really la.
There was one time i pulled for toilet paper, then
2 or 4 pieces of toilet roll came snapping off.
I told mama to buy 4D 2244 (i think),
it came out 4242 or whatever la.
Never buy 'box', if not sure strike ah! LOL.

ALRIGHT CONFIRM LATE LIAO.
=X SORRY! i know you'll be reading.

Thursday, December 06, 2007 6:56 pm

Tripped over my laptop wire,
fell on both my knees with my weight.
I lay flat on the floor, not touching my knees, to ease my pain.

Z.
Next moment,
you nagged about me tripping over,
and all you care about,
is my laptop-
whether is spoilt or whatsoever.
Precious laptop, worthless daughter.

All i could do was just keeping mum,
endure the pain silently,
and tears falling quietly down my cheeks.
I didn't dare to let it out,
'cos for sure, nothing but scolding will be given.

AND WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TO THEM?!
Will reprimanding solve or pouring concern heal?

I'm not gonna look at what has been done to my knees.
The physical pain is disappearing,
but not the mental hurt,
my feelings.
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Today was entirely unpredicted;
the false information,
which made my heart pumped faster,
and made me reminisce.
I swear i was nervous,
i was afraid..
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AND I GUESS I SHOULD STRIKE OFF 'THE HIATUS' STATUS,
perhaps just for blogging purposes.
Hiatus shall be referring to MSN and others.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007 1:32 pm

Hiatus = break/ pause from something.
But erm.. alright. Shucks.
Reminder to me. Thanks.
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And yes,
New hairstyle. *Not really obvious from that photo*

Oh yes, Jie cut his hair couple of days back.
Looks like grass la! LOL.
The rest said is pineapple.
Then after that day, he put so much wax or what on his hair that looks as if he's drenched or what.
But he just say he likes it, and is nice, etc -.-
Confidence is what it takes! HAHA

Elyssaaaaa&me(:
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ONE WEEK OLD.

I look short &..

left: snap!
right: In the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you~

left: "2008 Olympic" on a sleeping cub.
right: Cute cub, brought over by someone.
It loves chewing our shoes.

left: She gave me a new name during the identification game. -.-
right: FELIX! yeah right.

The instructors who made it successful.
EH EH EH EH AHH

Sunday, December 02, 2007 5:50 pm

Tempted to blog,
on the account of my friends,
i should do some updates on my life.

From workaholic to
television addict,
and less on work.
Responsibility;

Yaaaaay,
countless drama are there for me.
Drama here, drama there.
And boy, don't you feel yourself dramatic too?
Priority;

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart.
One who looks outside, dreams. One who looks inside, awakens.
-Carl Jung

Live life to its fullest.
Yea man, by watching television all day long.
Blaaah.
Enjoyment;

I think i should leave my hair longer.
Heh heh heh.
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And we went,
EH EH EH EH AH.
Oh ya,
i shall take that as a compliment,
not the wrong lead.
I wasn't dreaming, was I?
Realistic;

Things got drifted for so long,
having its meaning lost.
Time has made it seemed so surreal,
yet the eyes of human could see beyond it,
the consequences of the unrevealed.
Thought;

Eh, the above is refers to a wide range of matters.
So, don't jump into conclusion on anything, alright?
Yup yup(:
Where's love;

12:41 am

Pleased. Merry. Hooked.

Makeover.

Pause;
Hiatus.

That, is not a sin.
That, perhaps is an infatuation.