thesurvivor♥

Thursday, January 29, 2009 8:30 pm

I miss you.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009 1:07 am

Winding back the time

I just don't get the feel of Chinese New Year this year.
Perhaps submission is just end of this week and everyone is working towards it, hence the loss of mood for it.

Pardon me for not updating my blog for weeks, but I doubt I see the need to do so everyday since when I'm doing the same thing almost everyday.
But still, I've seen/ went through quite a number of things.

1. A sparrow pecking a pigeon to death right in front of me, early in the morning. When I walked the same path back home, it was lying there at the same place with detached parts. And it was still there for a few days.

2. I've got an elder sister.

3. My presentation boards are out.

4. I realised that after friday's submission, there's critique, journal & essay submission, 3 module tests, autocad conversion lessons, portfolio submission & review. These last us till end of feb. And lastly, ITP which starts at the beginning of March.

5. This brought to a conclusion of no holiday for us. Darn.

6. And I needa make a bigger scale model, compile more research and that's it for my submission.

7. I witnessed a pervert touching a girl's hair discreetly who sat in front of him on the bus. I was sitting diagonally behind him, and his guilty conscience made him kept looking around.

P.S: I've lost count of the number of movies I've missed. ~~I've asked around but none has marked their words..~~

Friday, January 09, 2009 2:03 pm

I know I'm avoiding.
All I can do now, is through words and a lil help.

And I got myself some rope burnt and this shallow cut beneath my skin on my back palm.
I foresee that my hands will become worse when comes to my model-making again.

This made me realize how vulnerable my skin is.

"You are only lonely."

Thursday, January 08, 2009 12:15 am

Everyone will go

It's been long.

Farewell guys..

Sunday, January 04, 2009 7:28 pm

That purple dinosaur

I LOVE YOU,
YOU LOVE ME,
We are one big family!

And a great BIG HUG
And a KISS FROM ME TO YOU,
Won't you SAY YOU LOVE ME TOOOOO~?

:*

Saturday, January 03, 2009 4:54 pm

才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好,
整个画面是你, 想你想得睡不著, 嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样, 还有在你身上香香的味道.
我的快乐是你, 想你想得都会笑, 没有你在我有多难熬..

我一定会呵护著你,也逗你笑.

你对我有多重要, 我后悔没让你知道..

安静的听你撒娇诉话, 看你睡著一直到老, 就是开不了口让他知道..

I tried not to fall in love 'cos once I'm in it, I won't get out of it unhurt.
And that's why I can't give in too much in the first place,
'cos of.. my trust and once I give my trust, I mean what I say.

But where is that 'I'll never leave you' words of trust I was given..?

Friday, January 02, 2009 11:26 pm

The March-Back

Hooray BP,
Hooray NP.

Finally after 2 years, it has brought us till this day.
Recruitment is up next, and seeing me appearing in every poster.. -.-
with just a SGT rank. That was so long, long ago, long ago~
Oh, and me-now and me-then look different. Phew.
And thanks for accompanying me.

Today is the day I stood and walked the longest, so far in this year.
Aches from everywhere, especially..

Thursday, January 01, 2009 5:10 pm

New Year

Welcome 2009.

I just woke up after a close 10 hours of sleep.
I had a dream, and it was a wrong person who was beside me.

And I was feeling so depressed and discouraged that I spouted crap.
I make myself high to cover up the negatives in me.
I can't be negative.

But it's so different that it has my suspicion.
So different..

Help.
And I still love you..