thesurvivor♥

Thursday, November 30, 2006 11:03 am

..

Today is Prom Nite.
zzz.
Yesterday sucked.
I wonder why NORMAL people (with their five senses) could be so ridiculous.
First thing in hand is,
these people saw that I WAS BUSY (busy status) but insisted on talking to me.

Secondly,
they aren't my close friends or for whatever reason,
me and them are completely 'strangers' (schoolmates)
okay, one was my friend.

Thirdly,
ALL seemed to be so interested in what i was going to wear for Prom.
That was like wow, how hypocritcial can these people be.
In school, we don't even wave when we see each other.
Now, they come to me.

If you don't realise anything,
i am one who cannot stand such people.
And for goodness sake,
please stop putting up an act in front of me.
I know it all.
What i will do is- ignore.

And it gets freaking annoying when everyone who was talking to me was about PROM PROM PROM.
Now that it makes me so neutral to the word- 'PROM' and no longer await to its coming.

But i will not reply to THOSE kind of people.
For those who are QUITE CLOSE to me, etc relatives, friends whom i always talk to (classmates are not counted),
I DON'T MIND YOU ASKING FOR ME BE IT ANY STATUS I'M.
But if you fall under NOT SO CLOSE friends to me,
at least an excuse me or something to show that you're not stepping on my tail,
also to save a grudge against you.

This post is dedicated to those irritating people.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006 6:02 pm

..
BACK FROM CHALET.
It was a nice experience.

Day 1:

me, gladys, yvonne, qian hui and kahgek.
Cooked instant noodles and ate in delight.
YUMMY!

Volleyball!

BBQ!
Mr Osgodby and Ms Tay came too!

Zhong ji mi ma.
I wasn't involved.
They didn't use any gruesome food but water instead.

Weeyong looked drunk -.-

In the making of OTAHEGG, and NOODLES.
NICE.
Didn't have any diahorrea or what. =P

But erm.. do we need so many helpers in the kitchen? lol.

BBQ Pits and table.
Cleared by ME and JOYCE! =.=
Everyone siamed after the fire died down.
And guess what, nobody did anything to it even on the 2nd day! Well, i didn't pack the charcoal and stuffs as i thought they would bbq through the night. SIGH.

Just look at these mess.
4p4 should have hired a maid.

puke.

look at the eggshells -.-
THEY'RE NOT IN THE BIN BUT IN BASIN!

Our staircase to heaven.

Theresa pondering over a last bowl of noodles..
Should she leave it for chu yi or eat it.

at the bus-stop

random picture that caught zhi wei in it.
Well, he and junjie were actually playing soccer at 12.55am. lol

Day2:

chalet's not over.
but our boredom's finally over!
leaving this place for good.
back home to sleep.

Didn't really sleep well. -.- BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S SNORE.
And good damn position i was eh? LOL.
If my legs were to stretch out straight, they'd be in mid air.
I can't say anything much about the sleep. =.=
HORRIBLE. lol. =x

Oh well, luckily i managed to catch some sleep on the return train.
26stops. From Tampines to CCK. I think.
I was glad that i dozed off.

Slept for 5 hours when i came into contact with my bed~

PROM NITE TOMORROW.
Do bring along your ticket!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 9:38 am

TADA.
=D
oh i drew this for my (papa aka mj)'s birthday present. HAHA.

Anyway, im off to chalet later on~ )):
I...
Never mind..
Sometimes i just wish i've..
zz

Right now a heavy heart.
Too exhausting to pen down everything.
Too much left unwritten.
Just too much.

And the next moment,
you watch me sink,
sink into the deep pond of troubles.
Troubles of bubbles,
bubbles of troubles.
See me drown and never again
resurface.

By the way, haven't i wrote about my trip to bugis with mx?
Now i shall.

As usual and expected due to my spiritual connection with mx. LOL.
I've this instinct somehow. I've sixth sense~~ oOoOoooOoO~~ =.-
So, we went to the Masquarde or whatever it is, to collect my wings.
Then we went for our breakfast/lunch at bugis food court.
We took neoprints afterwards. Lol..

<-- This is one of the spastic neoprints.. -.- HAHA. Then the first two were like WTH + OMG! First, we looked at the wrong camera. Like mx in that neo, looking at the wrong camera again -.- Second, wonder who pressed the button and we ended up not prepared for the shot. So i gave a stunned look, and mx standing by the side facing me -.- LOLOL. But we didn't chose that pic. HA. =P Oh yes, we saw alot of bpians!!! IN GROUPS OF THREE. -.-

We saw kimberly, si jia and zi ying at ICON.
Mx's junior and her two other unknown friends
Charlene and two other unknown friends
Shawn Lee, who dyed his hair golden -.-
You sheng, hai guang and huai ce.
Jian kai and other two band friends

SO MANY RIGHT? lol.

Plus there was this group of volunteers, who actually barge into the neoprint shop to ask for donations!! THAT WAS LIKE WTH?
We refused initially.
And i said they can't come in to ask for donations.
THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED TO EVEN STEP INTO THE SHOPPING MALL!
But they were stubborn.
So we gave in. zzzz.
Each of us donated.

This looks so extracted; a portion being taken off. lol.
No idea how to end it off..

P.S: LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME GO BUGIS RETURN MY WINGS THIS COMING FRIDAY, 1DEC.

Monday, November 27, 2006 8:33 am

Hahahaha. Actually wanted to upload a full length body picture instead of a half body.
But abit gross la. Many people thought they were guys..
However, they turned out to be girls..
=.-

Most of my drawings were done last year, 2005.
My inspirational year.
Or should i say, the slackiest year of all? lol. =/

Dang.
My laptop is spoilt.
Just 2 days old.
Now, can't figure where the problem lies.
I've even yet to install the broadband thing into it nor neither have i really explore my laptop..
But i managed to play a game in it. LOL.
There're lots of games la!
Well, it's HP blahblah entertainment mah.
hahaha.

OUTINGS OUTINGS AND MORE OUTINGS.
Tomorrow is my class 4p4 chalet at Changi. 3 days 2 nights.
I'll be staying over 1 night and leaving the next day since there's prom nite the day after.
Yet to pack my bag for chalet. LOL.
Wonder how will it be like.
Never had i been involved in a class chalet.
Giving away my FIRST to this class.
haha. Hope it goes out better than what i expect. (: HOPE. lol
Committee members have to go RL's house and take the bbq food etc to changi.. -.=
And im one of them.. T_T hahahaha.

Today, im also stepping out of my house.
[suddenly got some dizzy spells.. wth? Maybe i bounced too much on the gym ball]
A day out with my MAMEE. xD
Finally.
And we're off to collect my WINGS, her HP and shop a little. hehe.

Next up, PROM. 30th nov is drawing near.
MUAHAHA.
And you guys will have a pleasant 'shock' in your life, seeing mine and RL's outfits for Prom. LOLOLOL. =x

Sunday, November 26, 2006 2:53 pm

oh yes about yesterday's shopping trip, this lady gave me two different sizes of shoes.
zzz.
So today have to return to the shop and get it CHANGED!
And goodness sake, IT IS CHINATOWN WE'RE GOING.
Then we've to go to ghim mong to my grandparents' house..
SO FREAKING HELL TROUBLESOME LA.

PLUS i've to drag along all the books which are soon-to-be my cousins'.
Im giving out english, e/amaths, physics, chemistry.
SIGH.

Alright.. GTG.
SOBS.

1:07 pm

Been feeling nonchalent, should i say?
Or what...
I got myself uptight for no reason?
Or should i say for ALOT of reason?
T_T

I JUST WANT TO CRY OUT LOUDDDDD..

IM SCARED
IM WORRIED
IM FREAKING OUT!

When the day comes..

On a lighter note, my laptop can't seems to work -.-
No, that's not a lighter note but at least on a less serious situation as compared to the former.

RARR, IM BURNING OUT MY BRAIN JUICE. =/
No, im not working out on any mathematics questions or science.
Trust me.
I am not.
Lol.
Those were being casted aside ever since it's over.
Under 'quarantine' for the moment.

Saturday, November 25, 2006 11:19 pm

Lol. I guess those in my class should have seen this picture in my folder when i was in sec3?
I drew the squidward from spongebob. =.=
And i drew 'myself' on another separate piece of paper, and placed it 'on' the squidward's hand.
TADA.

Hahaha. Anyway today went to temple at outram park/ chinatown.
Every year at around this period (usually dec but came earlier this year since i've something on in dec).
Then went there to buy my prom shoes, bag and stuffs..
Bought a pair of shoes, bag and watch in this particular shop called Giovanna. :/

Then went lot1 to make my another pair of spectacles (change lenses only la)..
But not much money left to make also, after spending so much on the previous stuffs..
And i saw jennifer and shu qing, mr chiam and mr ng.
Hahaha.

And sorry ex-master! lol, i didnt go movie with you guys.
It was raining at cck! =x
Plus i had alot of things to prepare too..
My room is in a horrible mess..
p4 chalet(28,29 nov), prom(30th nov) and camp(dec)..
ZZz.

Lol. Im actually preparing for my camp instead of those which come first.. =P
Spent over 100 for prom liao. Sigh

Friday, November 24, 2006 3:49 pm

This is actually supposed to be coloured.
But my scanning somehow didnt scan in a photo mode or what, when i actually put it in photo mode -.-
Oh whatever.
As you can depict, it is a sketch of the esplanade.
Talking about esplanade, it made me link to peggy's work attachment job.
Hahaa.
Yeah, i haven't been INSIDE the esplanade before..
So.. hint hint ah. hehe.

And yeah, i've got my HP laptop today! :D
Very nice.
HP Pavilion dv9000t series.

Thursday, November 23, 2006 6:11 pm

Thats ugly. That lady tour guide i mean.
She looks like the angeline in the Rugrats.
HAHAH. Yeah my idea came from there though.
Then the statue in the middle is a mixture of naruto's dog and a dog's features.
I like the background.

Alright gtg. Tomorrow getting laptop le.
Ciao.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:21 pm

The BLOODY BALI LANE

This is the scanned product.. =D
That's the same as the previous one. haha.

Went to Bugis Junction with RL today.
Our purpose was to BUY my prom dress and maybe RL's too.
Saw one dress VERY NICE. $66.90.
Tempted to buy but went around to see if there's any other nicer ones.
We saw the famous hairstylist or whatever he is called, twice in a row man. lol.
I kept looking at him and he returned the same too -.-
GET ME WORK FOR HIM!! LOL.

Then we went Bugis Street and saw our belts! $10 only. Bought it.
Rl bought black, i bought white.
Went to the second floor and continue our journey.

It's so like Journey to the West. ZZZ.

RL's feet were swollen from the long walk and also due to her mum's pointed shoes. -.-
Sad.. >.<
The shops there were mostly closed at that time, 1plus. :/
Luckily we managed to see this beautiful dress.
I tried it on.
It was gorgeous but was quite simple. $45.90, after asking for a discount--> $45.00
We went for our lunch cum rest at dont know what shop.
But it was quite comfy.
I had Shepherd's pie $4.80 and RL had spagehetti $5plus.
That brought us to our Home Economics days in lower sec. haha

And we troubled MX several times, asking her where the costume shop is.. -.-
Nonetheless, we continued our Journey to the West again..
We found something not bad.
I don't really like it though but RL asked me to try -.-
We also listened to the shop owner's advices.
Those dresses there were sorta imported from HongKong.
So? lol. I'm not interested la, just let me change out of it and out of here. =x
And it costs $50plus? Somemore it doesn't suit MY theme.
Then me and RL bought white and black dress respectively from the shop opposite from the previous one. Lol.
She gave us a discounted price. $64 for two. $32.50 :D
It wasn't really nice though.. :/

I STILL PREFER THE FIRST ONE!
It was lacy(is it how it's spelt?) and fits my theme well.. >.<
RARRRRR RARRRRR.

Oh well... Never mind lor sigh.

And yes. After braving through the bloody rain and 3hours of walking the streets, we finally found the BALI LANE.
RL and I actually 'SCREAMED' when we saw the bloody hidden shop...
AHHHH REJOICEEEEEEEEE!
We were at Parkview Mall then. :/
That's where the costumes are rented.

IT WAS AMAZING!
SO LIKE FAIRY TALES ETC.
WAHAHA.
There are batman costume, knights, princess, king, SPONGEBOB etc!! LOL.
All thanks to MINGXIAN. :DDDD
I rented my 'ahem' $15 for 3 days.
RL didn't. $20 for 3 days.
She has decided to sew one for herself.

Finally, we got to head home. (:
But i went Lot1 and bought some accessories.

TADA.
HOME AT LAST.
I MISS MY BED. (:

FUN'S AWAITING FOR ME SOON.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006 4:17 pm

TADA!
That's one of my sketches done for my preliminary studies for Art last year.
Yes, i joined AEP last year.
My passion for Art has never been a hesitation.
But due to my busy schedule for last year, i had no choice but to quit AEP.
Another reason was that, the teacher-in-charge was being far too long-winded.
Thus i fell asleep under his soporific talk.
That was a waste of time then.
Well, there were many people who quitted too.
So many that around a class size had been reduced to like less than 10??

In the next few posts, i'll put up more of my sketches.. (:
So stay tuned!

11:21 am

Vivocity

I went to post my letter to taiwan yesterday.
My first time going to the Singapore post and buyings stuffs there alone.
I felt embarrassed walking around just to find an envelope.
Then i queued the wrong queue i think -.-
Taiwan stamp costs 60 cents only.
And... my letter is going to arrive LATE. ):
Sorry alien! lol. They need 7-9 working days..

Then went to bpp and waited for my friends to go vivo.
The time we met was 1.30pm
I reached there quite early.
So i went to the library and read my book.
Suddenly, they changed the meeting time to a later time.

Hmm so we boarded on bus 963 i think and the 1hour plus trip was quite enduring.
I was hungry then, and had gastrics?
Settled down for a lunch at harbourfront hawker centre.
I think i shouldn't have bought the grass jelly drink since i can't take cold drinks when having gastrics. =.=
Thus, i ended up vomitting my lunch out at vivo...
Before that, i had visited the toilet quite several times?

Im really sorry for my friends who had to accompany me to the toilet when they're trying out the dresses etc.. >.< ahhh... me felt so guilty that i 'ruined' the shopping day.
Oh and we saw jo's mum. lol.
We were like playing hide and seek with her -.-
Hahaha that's cute.
But anyway, we went out of vivo empty-handed -.-

And bloody bus 188 or ALL buses..
We were all so cold and shivering.

I'd like to suggest to the transport services that they should increase the temperature especially at night since it's not that humid as compared in the afternoon.
Even when im home, i couldn't even bathe. lol.
So i went to bed without bathing. HAHAHA! opps.
And i wore a jacket and socks to bed.
I was so cold that i didn't switch on the fan too. Sigh.

Sunday, November 19, 2006 11:14 pm

BAD NEWS

4P4'S GRADUATION VIDEO IS HALVED -.-
YES, IT IS SCREWED LIKE UNKNOWINGLY?

I could watch the whole video from the WMMProject,
but when converted to movie file, it was HALVED!

Imagine the nights that i've struggled through just to perfect it?
And now seeing the end-product LIKE THAT?!
Plus it was a 24min long video!
With so many pictures and videos taken in the later part of our sec4 life.

Heartaching.

Heartaching because,
i've used up so much electricity- bills will raise.
i've wasted my time where i could recover my sleep.
i've waited long enough for wmm to load every now and then when i open it.
i've broke my promise for my class...

Sorry guys.
I wish i could get assistance.
But i can't and i've tried.

10:24 pm

My first and last breathe?

I'm currently having ALOT of problems.
No one wants to understand what i'm undergoing now.
Who is willingly to be my listener?
I've tried to look for one.

Blame me if you feel i'm disrupting your life,
Blame me if you feel i'm insensitive,
Blame me on everything that you want,
Since i'm already so troubled.
No amount of additional trouble will make a difference.

I get nothing but those cold shoulder of yours.
I need warmth, love and concern.
I feel like an autist,
act like an introvert.
Enclosing myself in that tiny little space in my room.
I need a breather.

You'll need me,
one day.

Don't blame me if i do the same onto you.
I'm just revengeful.

"Don't do onto others what you don't want others to do onto you."

10:08 pm

Hear my grievances

If you want it this way,
so be it.

It has become pointless.

-----------------------------

Different case:
Why must i be the one being involved?
I had enough of giving advice.
Plus i don't know you well either.
Or should i say, i've never seen you in person before.

4:27 pm

You taught me how to hate.

I'm anguished.
You had me annihilated.

Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:33 pm

What a damn-ed day.

Darn freaking day.
I've no love for them except others.
Insult me for whatever you care.

I feel no warmth nor love in there.
I just feel like running all day long,
just to avoid contact from you people.

You people just make me sick.
ENRAGED. BORED. INTOLERANT.

zzzz
That's just tantamount to having nothing in the first place.
I'd rather have nothing in the first place than to witness such damn thing happening to me.

Thinking of these just make my day so damn-ed and dirty.
And loss of appetite.

I just feel uneasy with them.
Im not myself with them.
I know that.

4:00 pm

YOU PEOPLE HAVE STRETCHED MY LIMIT

OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE STOP CALLING UP MY HOUSE FOR WHATEVER GREEDS YOU ALL DESIRE.
YOUR CALLS JUST MAKE ME FCUKING HELL ANNOYED.
WHAT'S YOURS IS YOURS.
WHAT'S NOT IS NOT.

GET IT, ADULTS?

JUST FFFF OFF.
CANT YOU PEOPLE BUY ON YOUR OWN?!
DO YOU MEN FEEL ANY SORRY FOR A WOMAN WHO IS ALWAYS AT YOUR BECK AND CALL?!
LET ME WARN YOU.

BLOODY HELL.
JUST PLEASE DON'T HAVE THE THINKING THAT YOU BRING HOME THE BACON, WOMEN SHOULD ALL BE AT YOUR BECK AND CALL.

WOMEN ARE JUST AS GOOD AS MEN.
JUST YOU WATCH OUT IN FUTURE.

FREAKING HELL ANNOYED.

3:00 pm

The Carrot and the Brocoli

Carrot and Brocoli are happy two friends. They went strolling one day. Carrot glanced at Brocoli. She was stunned and stared at Brocoli. She pointed at Brocoli's head and discovered that he was balding!
*Just look at the greenish bits on the dish.

However, a catastrophe occured-knife storm.
So both of them went AHH, and started to fidget(since they can't run).
Drops of water condensed on them(oh, those were their sweat-cum-minerals/vitamin).

OUCH. DAMN IT.
They surrendered their lives to the knife storm.
*Carrot laid flat(no knees) to beg for mercy when the knife storm struck into Brocoli's 'torso'..

So.. will the Carrot survive??

To be Continued...

4:29 am

Yet another day

I feel hungry, like my gastris going to act up again..
I've ate cup noodles, a lollipop and drank only a bottle of less than 500ml water for the whole of friday.
I ignored my stomach as i slept, prepare his present and watch tele to occupy my time.
I'm determined to lose weight.
Just you people wait and see!
What if something happens to me and im admitted to hospital?
You'll all see me there. HA.

Okay, today is Saturday.
I better catch some sleep before waking up at 9am!
Too engrossed in making 4p4's graduation video!
To be continued later on..

4:28 am

Live for good

Coincidences are just excuses.
Living in a small world is yet another excuse.
It's fate that ties us up.

We should still pursue what we want,
and not letting fate deciding for us.
(Now i agree with you)

We live for what we are.
We live for our own needs,
not live for others.

So what if fate ties us all up?
We can undo them by ourselves, can't we?
Problems occur because of our mistakes,
and mistakes can be undone by whom who did it.

4:14 am

What has taken away from me?

There are things that are taken away from me,
and things that given to me in return everyday.

I just came to learn about my sparkc instructor, Melissa, has quited her job and went on to pursue her dreams. No longer will i get to see her at Ubin..

Friday, November 17, 2006 11:06 pm

This is a conversation with my taiwanese friend who is the president of alien club.

Sigh.

I said: hello!!
She said: 有事嗎?

I said:
how long will a letter take to arrive at your house?
im writing a letter to xiao gui for his birthday
=D

She said:
I DON't KNOW
SOORY
SORRY

I said:
=x
its okay then. thank you!
and thanks in advance for helping us to give to him!

She said: NO~~!!
I said: ??

She said: NOTHING
I said: 对不起。我是说谢谢你帮我们把我们的信给小鬼啦

She said: 那你有要寄信來嗎?
I said: 有啦。我刚也是有问到要多久才能寄给你呀

She said: 現在就可以寄拉~~!!
I said: 我以经写好了

She said: 不然我會來不及拿給小鬼
She said: OK
I said: 好的好的谢了！
She said: 不會^^

She said: 知道寄到哪裡吧?
I said: (:
I said: 台湾省台北X三重市义北路***X**号*楼
***小姐收

She said: 對
She said: 謝謝你噢
I said: X 代表我不会打出来

She said: 嗯嗯
She said: 沒有關係

I said: 哈哈谢了
She said: 不會

2:54 pm

I'm done with the letter for xiao gui.
I drew and wrote.

Uploading the picture i drew for him,
but with some censored off.
It'll be unfair for you guys to see it before he does.

And before i get to scan it into MY COMPUTER,
I've to plug out the wires of the printer from my brother's room.
Then carry it into my room and plug the wires into MY computer..

YAY uploaded. woot. i love it.

The letter is not yet done.
I wrote out in draft form already though..
Wanted to ask mamee for advice but she isn't free.
So oh well, i guess i've to risk my poor chinese language and let him read them.

Yawns. Wonder why i woke up at around 9 in the morning when i slept at 3am. zzz.
GO TO BED!
I WANT TO SLEEP FOR THE WHOLEEEEEE DAY!
I WANT TO LIVE IN MY ROOM.
I LIVE OUTSIDE THE WORLD.
OH YEAH.
I DO.

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.
BUT WAKE UP AT 5PM!
I hope i can wake up by then.
I'm one who can laze in my bed for long.. despite 2 alarm clocks ringing away just beside me..
SIGH.

Thursday, November 16, 2006 11:54 pm

Vivocity seems to be the heaven for Singaporeans right now.
Vivo vivo.
You hear it everywhere.

Why is everyone constantly changing?
Due to trend?
For self-upgrading purposes?
Or just being a follower in short?

Everyone says he wants to be unique from the rest.
But everyone is doing the same thing instead.
Why?

Just be yourself.
But do get into the trend at times.
The world is constantly changing if you aren't aware of that :/

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Apart from that,
I lied.
I lied to myself and everyone.

I once mentioned of starting a 'diary' right?
I've clean forgotten all about it after typing those out.
Damn it.
Perhaps revision came into my mind first,
and thus my promise was absolutely being pushed aside..
until today i recalled.
It was around 10plus pm then.

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Next,
I'm writing a letter to him.
Sending over to taiwan (:
for his upcoming birthday..

I just hope to have him by my side right now..
which is impossible..
never ever will it come true.
I just hope he gets my greetings.

That's my hope.
My only hope.

10:39 pm

I'm currently being electrocuted by my steel computer or whatever it is...
It is a GOOD CONDUCTOR OF ELECTRICITY, thats for sure.

My mum is suggesting me to put on gloves.
Yes im going to do so.

zzzzz. Bloody table.
Now i've to raise my hands in the air to type.

BLOODYBLOODY.

Okay great. im wearing them now..
Guess what..

I CANT TYPE WITH MY FINGERS IN THE SOCKS!
BLOODYHELL LA.

And right now, i can only type ONE letter by ONE finger.

The socks are my dad's NS long thick greeny socks.
so "C O O L".

10:21 pm

It ended today.
It's over.

Should i dwell?
Should i rejoice?
Should i this.. should i that..

Seeing smiles on their faces,
Hearing outing plans,
I felt the need to celebrate, didn't I?

Nope.
I've landed myself in a turmoil yet again.

There I was,
wandering around like a follower;
with a blank piece of mind.

I really didn't feel as though exams are over
nor neither did i felt the commencement of exams!

I just led through the exams with a light heart and ignorance..

Monday, November 13, 2006 4:26 pm

This video is so entertaining that it makes you L-O-L.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmtgnEXjvvI&NR

A good way of distress.
If you're.
But i doubt i'm feeling any. lol.

Currently studying in my brother's room,
which is unexpected of me.

Nevertheless, it's way far off my imagination of a pig's sty.
I think mine's turning into one? =/
Yeah, with all those scattered pile of books and papers.
And with a mahjong table in the middle of my room eh.

Scribbles,
doodles,
and meaningless marks
are what left of the past.

And i've found a meaning to my life.
I'm inspired to mark my aimless curvy life with a stationary point,
and start a y=x line from the origin.

This shall be where i'm embarking on;
a new life,
filled with inspirations and new hopes.

Made a self-pact to do a daily 'diary',
with colourful doodles.

I see a need to have reflections where it's personal,
only be known by me.

Experience the movement of time,
day by day;
hour by hour;
minute by minute;
second by second..

Time flies,
and we age.

Please plot time, t against age, y
And you will see a straight line.
Just like y=x i guess.

oh well, i'm crapping if you're unaware.
IM JUST BORED.
TIRED OF ALL THESE FREE TIME I HAVE. lol.

~~Anyone wants to buy time from me?~~

12:28 pm

The Ultimate Extreme End

No.
It can't be it..

I was actually fascinating.
WTF.
That felt great.
I mean the 3letter word.
Lol.
I USED IT!

Finished the whole of amaths five years series.
Working on my geography TYS, physics FYS and chemistry FYS.
Way to go!

P.S FYS= five years series.

i know,
we are impossible..

Sunday, November 12, 2006 11:36 pm

G.T.L - GREAT TEACHER LOH

On top of that, mr loh b.h(The Most Outstanding Physics Teacher of the Year 2006) is not teaching anymore.. But nonetheless, he shall still be our great physics teacher and the most caring teacher in our hearts!

He left this message in his website:
http://physics4all.net/O_levels_2006.htm

Dear Sec 4 students

It is very likely that you are my final batch of students at BPGHS, I have certainly enjoyed myself teaching you people. Certainly hopeyou enjoy the time with me over 2 years (1 year for 4T1). I will be leaving at the end of the year to embark on a new chapter in my life. At the same time that I feel sad to be leaving behind my science team guys, form class 3A and my sec 3 Physics classes, I am also looking forward to a new beginnning.

My plans include writing a Physics book, so do keep a look out for it next year! Meanwhile I will do some photography assignments and give some private tuition for Physics until the book is published. After that I will set up a Training Centre for Physics Teaching.

All the best in your future endeavours and best wishes. Remember that it is important to have dreams and live it. Lets continue to keep in contact through this website and my email hobbzits@gmail.com.

If you need any help in Physics for the next few days, please feel free to contact me.

Regards...Your Humble Physics Teacher

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FAREWELL MR LOH!
Perhaps one day we shall meet for a vball game! LOL... :D

11:23 pm

Bush's Visit in Singapore affecting GCE O and A level papers.

Singapore News

MOE adjusts timings of GCE O and A level papers on 16th and 17th NovBy S Ramesh, Channel NewsAsia Posted: 12 November 2006 1925 hrs

SINGAPORE: The Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board has made adjustments to the timing of some examination papers for the GCE O and A levels on the 16th and 17th of this month. This is in view of possible travel delays due to traffic arrangements to facilitate US President George Bush's visit to Singapore. The move is to ensure the candidates reach their exam centres on time. On 16th November, time adjustments have been made to the O level Additional Mathematics and A Level Geography papers, while on 17th November, there are time adjustments to the O Level Food and Nutrition and Principles of Accounts papers and the A level Further Mathematics and Divinity papers. - CNA /dt

6:43 pm

Have one's heart in one's boots

Stop coming online.
You make me ache.
Seriously.

If not, i shall.
But i just can't resist the temptation.

"Absence makes one's heart grows fonder"?

P.S you=a person =/

6:11 pm

I simply can't stand it anymore!!
But it's not going to work if i keep it inside me
or to pour it out to my friends either..

I feel suffocating..
right from the beginning of that period of time.
Just what can i do to make myself freed from it.

Neither can i say it.

I just can't.
Or should i say, i ain't allowed to?

Rules. Rules. And rules.
I feel as though i'm living in a restricted world,
nothing else but restrictions.
They're non-living.
But we are!

Wonder when will we rid off those..
It's fairly impossible.
Even when one has the power to it,
he still can't abuse his power,
just to satisfy own needs or a minority.

So that comes to a conclusion that:
"With great power comes great responsibility."

Plus, you may even have to sacrifice part of your life.
Like freedom?

Think twice before you criticize a man of power.
You may even have to empathize with him for his noble sacrifice.

And, you might be wondering why am i discussing such out of a sudden..
Well, you'll know about it one day.
Just stay updated from my blog. (:

5:51 pm

Self Reflections:

Physics practical: Quite screwed.
Chemistry practical: Unexpectedly good. Lost 4marks due to the experiment set-up, which was left blank intentionally.
Chinese: er. much more difficult than june's. but i'm confident.
Literature: DAMN-ed.
Social Studies: woohoo.
English: dreams + open house + marine life. = satisfied
Emaths paper1: lost 2marks or so?
geography paper2: wow.
Emaths paper2: lost like couple of marks too?

Next challenge...
Amaths paper1-----Tuesday 14/11
Geography paper1--Wednesday 15/11
Physics-------------Wednesday 15/11
Amaths paper2-----Thursday 16/11
Chemistry----------Thursday 16/11

And...
WE'LL BE FREED!

Unlike those history students and 5A.. SIGH. lol. =x No offence.
History students----Friday 17/11
5A------------------Monday 20/11

))))): lol. What a hypocrite i am..

Wednesday, November 08, 2006 1:06 pm

O M G.

i can only say that.

i've a LARGE-SIZED POSTER.
Guess what.
My drawing and name are on it!
GRAND PRIZE WINNER WONG HUI JUN AMY, 16

WOO HOO. Then next to it is my drawing.
WAHAHA. My dad brought two home, one is displayed on my wall and the other is given to my friend. And he is bringing more home- i told him to. lol.
So i can distribute to my friends? =x

Wonder who wants.. sigh..
Ya, and my drawing is going to be the cover page next year's calendar.
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On the other hand, mamee and i went out to temple yesterday.
We delayed our meeting tim form 8.45am to 10am. LOL. Both were at fault in fact.
Anyway, it was a 'kill two birds with one stone' as we got to pray and built an inner peace, and 'celebrated' mamee's birthday. haha. i brought her present along..in a brandeddd paper bag. Lol.
Shopped around bugis junction. And i bought myself a ghostghost(two skulls) neckchain. One big black skull and one small pink skull. lol. SO CUTE. WEEEEEEE`!

SURPRISEEEEEDDDDD? LOL.

Ya she was. In fact she cried. YAY. haha. That accomplished my ultimate aim. =x make her tear over my present.

On my way to board 190, i saw ljs. I thought he was also boarding the bus so i increased my pace up to the bus and hurried to the back of the bus and settled down calmy.. Surprisingly, i guess he didnt board it. lol.

yada yada yada.

Did geography revision although it's english the next day.. which is today! lol.

English paper is over! worry or rejoice? LOL.
I think my friends were quite happy by my situational writing? =xx
I wrote 'Dreams'. =D
Mr osgodby told me to write free topic, it's easy to score as long as we write a story that is linked to the topic, you can write anything.

For example, children, we can write about childhood etc. Descriptions of the characters and scene, and we can obtain a high level mark. I guess so. lol.

So, REJOICE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MING XIAN. And to shirley too. haha. (:

Sunday, November 05, 2006 2:31 pm

My family and i were on our way back from temple in bus 67,
and i was alone, reading my SS notes.
Plus, it was like 8/9am.

I've noticed this strange-behaving guy.
He boarded on the bus opposite Beauty World Plaza,
looking dejected and innocent.
I was even wondering if he went to pool. lol.
That's a well-known pooling place.

My first impression of him was that.
Then, it changed.

He tapped his ezlink at the entrance and again, after passing the exit door.
Dishonesty act. It's illegal to do so as we can be fined.

He came and sat diagonally in front of me.
Minutes later after he sat down,
"Excuse me, do you have a handphone to lend me?" he asked politely in english with a china accent tone.
"No" i replied.
And that was when i was dozing off unknowingly! He woke up me.. I felt embarrassed. zz. I should have ignored him and pretended sleeping because i was listening to my mp3. Lol.

5 or 10 seconds later..
"Excuse me, can you lend me your handphone?" giving me that kind of desperate look as if tears are going to burst out in no sooner.. At that point of time, i was thinking if he's deaf, know-no-english yet speak english or just plain stubborn. I was felt like bashing him right in the face for giving me that disgusting look.
"NO." i forced out a loud stern NO, showing my annoyance and intolerance.

Couple of minutes passed..
"Excuse me, do you bring along a handphone with you?" turned back at me for the THIRD time. BLOODY HELL. I told myself that you've messed with the wrong person. Damn him.
"I DONT HAVE!" i retorted and giving him a disgusted look, making him embarrassed in the bus. NOT ME. I can sue him for harassment if he does it again.. well he did AGAIN in the end.
I clenched my fists and jaws, wanting to just give him a lesson. But, decided not to. Violence cant resolve anything but led to even greater trouble. Plus i dont want a spoilt reputation.. zz. Wonder why im so violent nowadays. Stressed up bah.

This bloody fellow is just pissing me off.

Just before alighting the bus, he asked:" excuse me, can you lend me some money?"
i said: "No."

Just then, my dad came and sat beside me and spoke to him. For goodness sake, he really messed with the WRONG family. not wong but wrong. We ain't people whom you should trifled with. So, my dad was actually asked him what's wrong. I suppose my dad had been observing him ever since he spoke to me. That guy claimed that he had no sufficient money to buy things. My dad told him to get assistance from the police station or return home and take money, and not asking for money or whatever shit he wants from strangers.

Some things to clarify:
Right from the start, i really didnt bring out my handphone.
No one in his right mind would contact me early in the morning right. Plus my battery was low.
Next, i didnt bring my wallet with me, only ezlink card.
Even if i had my wallet, there wouldnt be any cash inside. lol
My meals will settled by my parents what.. zzz so stupid.
AND if i've all the above that he requested, I WILL NOT LEND TO HIM, strangers to be exact. Im not that gullible, please. I might be to my friends. -.=
I wouldnt hesitate to phone the police if need be, especially when i encounter such things alone.

Friday, November 03, 2006 10:49 am

just to announce that i've won the grand prize for the drawing competition..
the prize will be either a computer or laptop from US.
then an additional $50 popular voucher from local.

i aint happy at all though.

my heart is just so entangled.
could some kind-hearted soul help me to untie?

i should get going now.
off for a job application. zz
what a nice timing, in the midst of my revision still.

they need manpower now.
there's money to earn.
why not?
yes, amy is becoming materialistic.
who wouldn't?

i hate myself.
just kidding.
who wouldn't?

anyway, im not working immediately.
maybe work for couple of weeks?
damn.
my whole of december is booked!
maybe i will ask them a ridiculous question:
"erm, can i work for a couple of weeks in november and then start again in january?" =.=
coughs out blood.

alright, bye for now. and my literature paper yesterday was SCREWED. yes screwed. very very.
i promised mamee to work hard and stop those trivial matters to bother me. no more oppressive no more no more! SHOO YOU OPPRESSIVE THINGS. ALRIGHT MAMEE, i will.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 1:50 pm

And yes, IM 1CM TALLER NOW.

1:41 pm

My heart goes on and on despite the fact that we're moving far too fast?

I've been trying to stabilise the inner soul of me. Yet ended up in a tangling mess.
I shall share with you this wonderful spastic thing that happened to me since monday the day i had my GCE O level Chinese? lol. Oh well, it was pretty challenging i could say. I couldnt figure out what the gong han question was asking of me, even after checking out the meanings from the dictionary. =.= So i tried si han instead.. which i've long neglected for this whole year.. Hope it all goes well.

Let's move on to the interesting part.

I've contracted an alternating flu! LOL. not alternating current. wahaha.
I started to sneeze terribly, like having a frequency of erm.. 0.1Hz??
Sneezed out all mucus. Horrible. Just felt as though a disastrous illness gonna strike me in no time.

Imagine the next day is Chemistry practical, and the day before im sneezing and breathing in and out through my mouth, what do you think was my state on tuesday then?

Unbelievably, i turned out all right; as fit as a bull.
That was really amazing! and luckily for that, i need not worry about it when doing the practical.. phew.

And today, for goodness sake, i actually started my day with a sneeze.. what a bad omen.
Sigh. Runs and coughs made their way in too..
An increasing demand for interludes between my revision.
Withdrawal of tissues from the tissue box beside me, my mind was put away at the moment.
Visits to the toilet, have made me run to and fro in the house.

Hopefully, i've lost some weight. Lol. I just want to be back to my past form and that i've gained around 2kg after my prelims.

My prom ticket is 123¬¬! haha

Tomorrow is Elective literature. I nearly assumed that it was social studies. Thanks to my curiosity, i managed to get on the right path. phew. I really hope i do not need to stuff packets of tissue into my pocket, luring attention from the eyes of the invigilators'.. Tissue box is a no-no since it has transmission of messages. lolol. but, so does a packet of tissue paper. =.=

Food for thought:
Does drinking plenty of water causes flu? =x
i drank alot of water since sunday onwards, do you know that?!
i heed advices from friends who told me to drink more water and sleep early..
and now, i've to use internet in my brother's room since the modem is being permanently placed in his. T.T even the printer too!! UNFAIR!